Lyrics
Something's off
There's a feeling that something isn't right.
But I don't know where to begin
Uncertainty about how to address or approach the issue.
Looking for another way
Searching for an alternative way to utilize leisure time.
To spend my evenings
Seeking different activities for the evenings.
I don't wanna go to bed
Reluctance to go to sleep.
I don't wanna be
Unwillingness to exist in a particular state or situation.
Where the loudmouth in my head's waiting up for me
Anxiety or inner turmoil waiting for the individual.
I'm tired of this dialogue inside stuck on repeat
Frustration with recurring thoughts or self-talk.
It's keeping me up at night when I am tryin' to sleep
Struggling with intrusive thoughts affecting sleep.
And now I'm playing twenty questions with myself again
Engaging in self-reflection, questioning oneself repeatedly.
I don't know what I am
An uncertainty about personal identity or characteristics.
I just wish I would've been quiet instead
Wishing to have stayed silent instead of expressing oneself.
I need to calm down
Desire to relax and regain composure.
I can't do another night shift
Unwillingness to endure another night of work.
Got to put out
To extinguish or control intense emotions.
The fire raging through my nerves
Feeling overwhelmed by emotional intensity.
I took too many showers already
Having taken many actions to cleanse or soothe oneself.
There's not enough water
Insufficient means to alleviate emotional distress.
To make me feel one with this body
Struggling to feel at peace or comfortable in one's own body.
Feel like I'm somebody
Yearning to establish a sense of identity or importance.
When I come back down it's like I was never gone
Feeling unchanged upon returning from a high or euphoric state.
When I'm in the clouds I can't see where I am going
Lack of clarity or direction while experiencing a high.
The less I know which way I need to move
Less understanding of the necessary path or actions to take.
The more I realize there's something that I've got to do about this
Realization of the need to address an issue or situation.
Dialogue inside stuck on repeat
Reiteration of frustration with internal dialogue.
It's keeping me up at night when I am tryin' to sleep
Continued struggle with intrusive thoughts affecting sleep.
And now I'm playing twenty questions with myself again
Continued introspection and self-questioning.
I don't know what I am
Uncertainty about personal identity or characteristics.
I just wish I would've been quiet instead
Wishing to have remained silent instead of speaking.
I wish I was
Desire to be someone or something else.
I'm tired of this dialogue inside stuck on repeat
Reiteration of frustration with recurring thoughts.
It's keeping me up at night when I am tryin' to sleep
Continued struggle with intrusive thoughts affecting sleep.
And now I'm playing twenty questions with myself again
Continued introspection and self-questioning.
I don't know what I am
Uncertainty about personal identity or characteristics.
I just wish I would've been quiet instead
Wishing for silence instead of self-examination.
I don't know who I am
An uncertainty about one's identity or sense of self.
I just wish it would be quiet in my head
Desire for inner peace and quiet from intrusive thoughts.
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