Rowen
Lost in the Echo: Self-Discovery Amidst Shadows
Lyrics
I think I lost myself in the crowd,
I feel disconnected or lost within a crowd.
In the sea.
I feel lost in the vastness, like in a sea.
In the quiet faces that sing for me.
The quiet faces around me express themselves through song.
Yeah I've closed my eyes,
I've closed my eyes, perhaps to avoid reality.
And cut the carob trees.
I've taken actions, like cutting carob trees, with symbolic significance.
Felt the sun exhale,
I've experienced the warmth of the sun on my broken self.
On my shattered being.
A continuation of the emotional impact of the sun.
And I think I felt it coming,
Sensing a forthcoming change or event.
I felt it coming.
Reiterating the anticipation of a significant event.
Well I can't find better words to say,
Expressing difficulty in finding appropriate words.
A different life but it feels the same.
Life may be different, but the emotions remain constant.
My daughter cries every time I leave home.
A personal struggle with leaving home and its impact on the speaker's daughter.
Am I a circus clown?
Questioning one's identity, possibly feeling like a performer.
Am I a drunken thief?
Questioning one's morality, feeling guilty or regretful.
I feed my shadow self,
Nourishing the darker aspects of oneself.
I live in every seed.
Existing in every potential beginning or seed.
I still speak in tongues,
Speaking in tongues, possibly a reference to a lack of clear communication.
But I never read.
Despite speaking, there's a failure to understand or be understood.
I feel god still pushing
Feeling the influence of a higher power in difficult times.
my weathered feet.
The divine force continues to guide the speaker.
And I think I felt it coming,
Repeating the anticipation of a significant event.
I felt it coming.
Emphasizing the growing certainty of an impending change.
Well I can't find better words to say,
Continuing to struggle with finding appropriate words.
A different life but it feels the same.
Reiteration of life's changes and the persistent emotional impact.
My daughter cries every time I leave home.
Revisiting the emotional struggle of leaving home and its effect on family.
I think I'm dying every single day.
Expressing a sense of decline or deterioration every day.
I see my dreams and now I'm afraid.
Fearful realization of dreams and the anxiety they bring.
My daughter cries every time I leave home.
Repeating the impact of leaving home on the speaker's daughter.
Think I felt it coming I,
Reiterating the anticipation of a significant event.
I felt it coming.
Strengthening the feeling of an impending change.
(I feel it coming).
Reinforcing the emotional intensity of the anticipated event.
Well I can't find better words to say,
Struggling to find more suitable words to express emotions.
A different life but it feels the same.
Reflecting on the similarity of emotions despite a different life.
My daughter cries every time I leave home.
Revisiting the emotional impact of leaving home on the speaker's daughter.
I think I'm dying every single day.
Repeating the sense of personal decline on a daily basis.
I see my dreams and now I'm afraid.
Fearful realization of dreams and the anxiety they bring.
My daughter cries every time I leave home.
Reiterating the emotional impact of leaving home on the speaker's daughter.
(Think I felt it coming I,
Repeating the anticipation of a significant event.
I felt it coming).
Emphasizing the growing certainty of an impending change.
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