Lyrics
What was I searching for?
Questioning the purpose or goal in life
In god I trusted to heal all the open sores
Placing trust in God for healing emotional wounds
Seeing an open door but dying inside
Seeing opportunities but feeling internal decay
Before I was even born
Suggesting a sense of struggle before birth
Unlearning seeing the clock stop turning
Unlearning life lessons, experiencing stagnation
(My conscience breaks down)
Conscience breaking down, internal conflict
See and believe it's me now it's never over
Encouraging a shift in perspective to believe in oneself
To see and believe it's me now it's never over
Reinforcing self-belief and resilience
Now I'm holding
Currently grappling with emotions
Tears of guilt from inside
Holding back tears due to guilt
Still I try to love
Despite challenges, attempting to love
Wrong deceived and cursed out loud
Feeling deceived, cursed, and in the wrong
I've earned them all and I'm not proud
Acknowledging mistakes without pride
(My conscience breaks down) here and now
Conscience breaking down in the present moment
Give me a choice and stop all the noise
Desiring a choice and seeking quietude
See and believe it's me now it's never over
Reiterating self-belief despite challenges
To see and believe it's me now it's never over
Continuing to see and believe in oneself
(repeat)
Repeating the message for emphasis
Now you just sit back and watch me
Expressing independence, defiance, or resilience
You never helped me
Addressing a lack of external support
You never gave me a chance
Feeling denied opportunities for improvement
See and believe it's me now it's never over
Reaffirming self-belief and resilience
To see and believe it's me now it's never over
Continuing to see and believe in oneself
(repeat)
Repeating the message for emphasis
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