Celestial Haze
Navigating the Dagger of Self-Doubt: Celestial Haze Insights
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Time consumes me until I expel my flesh
Feeling consumed by time until the physical body is expelled.
And if my bones remain
Contemplating what remains after the physical self is gone.
Who will bless my name
Questioning who will honor or remember the person left behind.
I feel the dagger swimming beneath my skin
Sensing a metaphorical dagger beneath the skin, possibly symbolizing inner struggles.
Each of my choices implies a part of me I cannot reclaim
Recognizing that choices made define a part of oneself that cannot be reclaimed.
I cannot recover
Expressing the inability to recover from certain experiences or actions.
Just see
Encouraging someone to observe or understand a situation.
We are somewhere in between
Describing an existence existing between two states or realities.
Stunned by the "tic – tic" of our own abstraction
Feeling paralyzed by the constant noise or distractions of one's own thoughts.
So I replace myself and salt the wounds
Choosing to replace oneself and cause emotional pain as a form of self-punishment.
Facing my reality
Facing and accepting the truth of one's own reality.
I worth the value I carry
Acknowledging self-worth and the value one carries.
I am possessed by my possessions
Being controlled or defined by material possessions.
And time consumes me until I expel my flesh
Reiterating the theme of being consumed by time until physical expulsion.
And if my bones remain
Raising the question of who will remember or honor the remnants, if any, after death.
Who will bless my name
Continuing the contemplation of post-mortem recognition or blessing.
Blessing my name
Emphasizing the desire for recognition or blessing even after death.
Dear (C)
Addressing someone, possibly with the initial "C," in a personal or intimate manner.
I know you've tried endlessly to fix your lack of fantasy
Acknowledging someone's struggle with a lack of imagination or creativity.
Tried every kind of medicine to ease your spirituality
Noting attempts to find solutions for spiritual emptiness through various means.
I know it's hard to dialogue without the voice inside your head
Recognizing the difficulty of communication without inner guidance or self-awareness.
How long does it take to feel safe
Pondering the time required to feel secure or at peace.
To feel safe
Repeating the desire for a sense of safety.
I feel it
Sensing something significant.
I feel it inside
Feeling a significant internal experience.
The dagger
Referring to the metaphorical dagger as a symbol of self-doubt.
The dagger of self-doubt
Experiencing self-doubt as a profound and penetrating force.
I feel it
Reiterating the intense internal experience.
I feel it inside
Continuing to feel the impact of self-doubt on one's inner state.
Corrupting my celestial haze
Describing the corruption of a transcendent or spiritual state.
Corrupting
Repeating the idea of corruption affecting a celestial or divine state.
My celestial haze
Concluding with the impact of corruption on the celestial haze.
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