Lyrics
heavy memories
Reflecting on burdensome memories.
this hell
Describing a difficult or unpleasant situation as hell.
no one to trust here but yourself
Expressing a lack of trust in others, emphasizing self-reliance.
all is dead in the end
Contemplating the eventual death or end of everything.
I thought I had my friends
Feeling betrayed by presumed friends.
oh well
Resignation or acceptance of the situation.
left to rot within myself
Isolation and decay of the self.
how long I have?
Pondering the duration of personal suffering.
there is no tellin
Uncertainty about the future, implying unpredictability.
heavy memories
Reiterating the weight of distressing memories.
this hell
Reiteration of a challenging or nightmarish experience.
no one's in here but myself
Emphasizing solitude, possibly self-imposed.
yea
An interjection indicating agreement or acknowledgment.
shit been hazy
Referring to a confused or unclear state of mind.
switchin up on my niggas
Changing behavior unpredictably, possibly causing harm to relationships.
like i'm crazy
Feeling intense emotions resembling madness.
goin mad Dr.jekyll
Reference to Dr. Jekyll, suggesting a dual or conflicted personality.
I can't break free
Expressing a struggle to break free from inner conflicts.
so when you see me down
Requesting understanding when observed in a low state.
don't think it's about the small things
Discouraging trivializing problems as insignificant.
all of this
Discrediting one's own words as untruthful or nonsensical.
swear i'm only talkin bullshit
Expressing frustration and a sense of meaningless talk.
clean wrist
Indicating a lack of visible struggle or hardship.
ima slide like a secret
Planning to move quietly or discreetly.
gimme some
Requesting support or affirmation.
I just need reassurance
Expressing a need for reassurance or confirmation.
cause if I lose myself
Fear of losing one's identity or sense of self.
I might have to go and prove it
Willingness to take extreme measures to prove oneself.
oh now you not fuckin with me?
Expressing surprise or disappointment at a perceived betrayal.
I was down and you choked when I needed to breathe
Feeling abandoned during a time of need.
swear
Asserting the difficulty faced but recognizing personal growth.
it was hard but i'm starting to see
Acknowledging challenges and gaining insight.
ain't nobody meant to be here forever
Recognizing the impermanence of relationships.
heavy memories
Reiteration of the heaviness of distressing recollections.
this hell
Restating a difficult or nightmarish experience.
no one to trust here but yourself
Emphasizing the need for self-reliance due to a lack of trust.
all is dead in the end
Contemplating the inevitable end of all things.
I thought I had my friends
Recalling a sense of betrayal by assumed friends.
oh well
Acceptance or resignation regarding the betrayal.
left to rot within myself
Highlighting the internal decay and isolation.
how long I have?
Pondering the duration of personal suffering once again.
there is no tellin
Reiterating uncertainty about the future.
heavy memories
Repetition of the weight of distressing memories.
this hell
Reiteration of a challenging or nightmarish experience.
no one's in here but myself
Emphasizing solitude, possibly self-imposed.
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