Lyrics
See you there watching my moves
Expressing awareness of someone observing and analyzing their actions.
Plotting and scheming what you gonna do
Suspecting that the observer is plotting and scheming with malicious intentions.
But I've been huffing and puffing that sweet leaf
Indicates the singer has been using marijuana ("sweet leaf") to relax and clear their mind.
Just to empty my mind and comfort me
Using marijuana as a coping mechanism for mental comfort.
You wanted me
Acknowledging that the observer wanted the singer to keep a distance.
To stay away
Reiterating the desire for the singer to stay away.
Coughing up blood with every hack
Describing physical distress, possibly due to a harmful influence.
Take another drag I ain't coming back
Implying a defiant attitude, refusing to return despite health issues.
Gave you life through sacrifice
Referring to a past sacrifice made by the singer to provide life or benefit to the observer.
Let that blood red sweat drip from my knife
Describing a violent act symbolized by blood-red sweat dripping from a knife.
Don't expect anything out of this day
Setting low expectations for the current day, possibly due to previous sacrifices.
Waiting for my god to imbue this blade
Waiting for a divine intervention or guidance, particularly through a blade.
You wanted me
Reiterating the observer's desire for the singer to maintain distance.
To stay away
Reaffirming the singer's refusal to comply and stay away.
Coughing up blood with every hack
Continuing to describe physical suffering, possibly due to the observer's influence.
Take another drag I ain't coming back
Declaring a persistent resistance to returning despite the challenges.
This may be the last night of my life
Expressing a sense of finality, suggesting this could be the last night of the singer's life.
I'm so sick and fucking tired of being alive
Conveying extreme exhaustion and discontent with the current state of being alive.
I hate every single thing about myself
Expressing intense self-hatred, detesting every aspect of the singer's own existence.
I'm done with this, see you in hell
Declaring a decision to end things, with a resigned acknowledgment of meeting in hell.
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