Hellfire
Born in Hellfire: A Soul's Struggle with Guilt and Demons
Lyrics
I was born in the hellfire, through the damn wire
I was born in the hellfire, facing challenges and obstacles from the beginning, represented by "damn wire."
You a saint, no I'm not, you's a damn liar
Denying being a saint and calling out someone as a liar for suggesting otherwise.
Yeah they want my soul, make me float, lights flash
Expressing the desire for freedom and the struggle to maintain one's soul amid external pressures.
Let me go, in a trance, dead zone, deadline, time's gone
Describing a state of detachment, trance, and the feeling of time slipping away.
I was born in the hellfire, through the damn wire
Reiteration of being born in challenging circumstances and denial of saintliness.
You a saint, no I'm not, you's a damn liar
Continuation of rejecting the idea of being a saint and calling out falsehood.
Yeah they want my soul, make me float, lights flash
Repetition of the struggle for one's soul and the overwhelming impact of external influences.
Let me go, in a trance, dead zone, deadline, time's gone
Reiterating the desire to be released from external pressures and the feeling of time slipping away.
All this pain I got inside me, it will never go away
Acknowledging persistent internal pain and the lasting nature of such suffering.
Guilt, it eats me up and now it's trying to go and curse my name
Expressing guilt as a consuming force and its potential to bring curses.
My whole life is upside down, I'm floating ten feet off the ground
Describing a disoriented state of life and a sense of elevation or detachment.
I'm making all my demons proud, said my name three times, it's over now
Claiming empowerment through embracing inner demons and suggesting a resolution after a symbolic act.
Lil' shi, Lil' shi, Lil' shi
Repetition of a term, possibly emphasizing the smallness or insignificance of the self.
Hellfire, hellfire, hellfire
Repetition of "hellfire," emphasizing the intensity of the challenging circumstances.
Shootouts in the house, this shit is feeling kinda normal now
Normalizing violent situations in the environment, possibly indicating desensitization.
This whole town is lurking, looking like a horror movie now
Portraying the town as ominous and resembling a horror movie, reflecting a dark atmosphere.
I've been staying up at night, these memories don't let me sleep
Struggling with insomnia due to haunting memories, suggesting psychological distress.
So fucking tired of all of these headaches, this Chiari malfation won't let me be
Expressing fatigue and frustration with a medical condition (Chiari malformation).
This that real shit, I can't function for the life of me
Describing a sense of inability to function effectively in life due to real struggles.
I can feel the eyes of judgment staring back at me
Feeling the weight of judgmental eyes, indicating a sense of scrutiny or criticism.
Lil' shi, Lil' shi, Lil' shi
Repetition of a term, possibly reinforcing the insignificance of the self.
Hellfire, hellfire, hellfire
Repetition of "hellfire," emphasizing the continued intensity of challenges.
I was born in the hellfire, through the damn wire
Recalling the challenging birth circumstances and denying saintliness once again.
You a saint, no I'm not, you's a damn liar
Rejecting the perception of being a saint and pointing out falsehood.
Yeah they want my soul, make me float, lights flash
Reiteration of the desire for freedom and the impact of external influences on the soul.
Let me go, in a trance, dead zone, deadline, time's gone
Expressing the yearning to be released, feeling entrapped, and the fading of time.
I was born in the hellfire, through the damn wire
Repetition of being born in challenging circumstances and denial of saintliness.
You a saint, no I'm not, you's a damn liar
Continuation of rejecting the idea of being a saint and calling out falsehood.
Yeah they want my soul, make me float, lights flash
Repetition of the struggle for one's soul and the overwhelming impact of external influences.
Let me go, in a trance, dead zone, deadline, time's gone
Reiterating the desire to be released from external pressures and the feeling of time slipping away.
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
Repetition of "gone," possibly emphasizing the finality or inevitability of the situation.
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