Lyrics
Can't seem to kill the ache
Expressing difficulty in overcoming emotional pain or distress.
My mind's held for ransom
Feeling mentally imprisoned or controlled, possibly by negative thoughts.
Won't leave, won't stay away
Struggling with indecision, torn between leaving and staying.
Another day chasing phantoms
Persistently chasing elusive goals or dreams.
Always feeling tangled up in myself
Sensation of being emotionally entangled or confused.
Overthinking something else
Experiencing overthinking and distraction from the main issue.
A vague eerie echo
A mysterious, unsettling repetition or reminder of something.
Telling me not to let go
An internal voice advising against releasing or giving up.
Holding onto guilt that has no meaning for me
Clutching onto feelings of guilt without apparent relevance.
Let me bleed
Expressing a desire for emotional release or catharsis.
This ever-lasting sense of peace
Longing for a lasting sense of tranquility or contentment.
A memory stabbing me
A painful recollection or memory causing distress.
A curtain call for my defeat
A metaphorical announcement of personal failure or downfall.
The more I fight, the less I'm free
Noticing that resistance or fighting leads to decreased freedom.
Every day a self-interrogation
Every day involves intense self-examination and questioning.
No matter the situation
Regardless of circumstances, the tendency to overanalyze persists.
A confession room for my fixations
Reference to a space for acknowledging and confronting personal fixations.
Four walls, dead air, and a blank stare
Feeling trapped in a confined and unresponsive environment.
Another problem beyond repair
Highlighting an insurmountable problem that remains unaddressed.
But I'm the only one that seems to care
An acknowledgment of personal responsibility and concern.
My demons are so vicious, screaming their superstitions
Inner struggles personified as vicious demons and irrational beliefs.
Don't want to know what it means
Aversion to understanding the significance of the inner turmoil.
The sequence as it reads
Referring to a numerical sequence, possibly symbolic or coded.
Nine 17 39 13
Specific numbers that may hold personal or hidden meaning.
My demons are so vicious, screaming their superstitions
Reiteration of inner struggles and avoidance of understanding.
Don't want to know what it means
Continuation of reluctance to comprehend inner turmoil.
The sequence cuts through
Indication that the mentioned sequence has a cutting or penetrating impact.
Let me bleed
Repetition of the desire for emotional release or catharsis.
This ever-lasting sense of peace
Reiteration of the yearning for a lasting sense of peace.
A memory stabbing me
Recollection of a painful memory causing ongoing distress.
A curtain call for my defeat
Symbolic representation of acknowledging personal defeat.
The more I fight, the less I'm free
Realization that resistance or fighting diminishes personal freedom.
Can't settle this debt
Expressing an inability to resolve or settle a particular burden.
If there is a price I pay
Considering the potential cost or consequences of addressing the burden.
Best to fucking stay away
An emphatic declaration to keep a distance from the perceived cost.
Let me bleed
Reiteration of the desire for emotional release or catharsis.
This ever-lasting sense of peace
Repeated yearning for a lasting sense of peace.
A memory stabbing me
Recollection of a painful memory causing ongoing distress.
A curtain call for my defeat
Symbolic representation of acknowledging personal defeat.
The more I fight, the less I'm free
Realization that resistance or fighting diminishes personal freedom.
I'm chasing phantoms and losing sight
Continued pursuit of elusive goals, losing sight of reality.
I'm left with only my state of mind
Left with only one's mental state after the pursuit.
These imperfections they leave behind
The lasting impact of personal imperfections.
They stretch, stretch on
The enduring and stretching nature of the consequences.
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