Lyrics
I don't got the time for it, you been on my mind shawty I'mma have to let it go
The speaker doesn't have time for something, and there's someone on their mind whom they need to let go.
I been waiting for you, I been looking at the door but I don't ever think you coming through
The speaker has been waiting for someone, anticipating their arrival, but doubts they will actually show up.
I ain't seen the sun in a minute, I can't seem to find the words to admit it but
The speaker hasn't experienced joy or positivity for a while and struggles to express their feelings, hinting at possible emotional turmoil.
I've been inside all by myself
The speaker has been spending time alone, possibly indicating a period of isolation or introspection.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun again, I don't even really think I see the fun in it
The speaker metaphorically describes facing a dangerous situation, possibly representing inner struggles or challenges.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun again, I don't even really think I see the fun in it
Repetition of the previous line, emphasizing the sense of danger or negativity the speaker is facing.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun, I don't even think it's all that fun but I
The speaker acknowledges the seriousness of their situation, expressing that they don't find it enjoyable.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun again
Repetition of looking down the barrel of a gun, reinforcing the intensity of the speaker's internal conflict.
Maybe I could change my ways, maybe I could go outside
The speaker considers the possibility of changing their behavior or perspective.
Maybe I could wake up early, but I don't see the point
The speaker contemplates the idea of making positive changes but questions the purpose or significance of doing so.
I've been laying in bed, hoping you could wake me up
The speaker has been in bed, metaphorically waiting for someone to bring them out of their emotional state.
I've been lost in my head, hoping you could break me out
The speaker is mentally lost and hopes for someone to help them break free from their inner struggles.
Whatchu want now shawty? I can't figure it out
The speaker is confused about the desires or intentions of the person they are addressing (shawty).
I've been on my lonely, I can't get out of the house
The speaker has been feeling lonely and finds it challenging to leave the house, suggesting a state of emotional withdrawal.
Maybe I need some time, maybe I need a friend
The speaker considers the need for time or friendship to cope with their emotional challenges.
Maybe I wanna die, maybe I'm just pretending
The speaker entertains the possibility of wanting to end their life but leaves it ambiguous whether it's genuine or a form of expression.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun again, I don't even really think I see the fun in it
Repetition of looking down the barrel of a gun, reinforcing the ongoing emotional struggle and lack of enjoyment.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun again, I don't even really think I see the fun in it
Repetition of the previous line, emphasizing the persisting negative emotions and outlook.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun, I don't even think it's all that fun but I
The speaker reiterates that the situation they are in is not enjoyable.
I been looking down the barrel of a gun again
Repetition of looking down the barrel of a gun, concluding the song with a continuation of the metaphor for internal conflict.
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