Gerald's Kickback
Lost in Gerald's Kickback: A Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I lay away in Gerald's bathroom
I am resting in Gerald's bathroom
And nothing feels the same
Nothing seems the same
We spent the day in lucid, spinnin' tracks
We spent the day in a dreamlike state, listening to music
And now it's getting packed
The place is getting crowded
I take one sip and lose my second grip
After taking a sip, I lose control of what I thought I had
Of what I thought I had
My grip on reality is slipping away
We take off into the darkness of the day
We embark into the unknown of the day
Wondering, where will I land?
Wondering where life will take me
What am I doing here all alone
Reflecting on why I'm here all alone
I need to go out and speak
I feel the need to socialize and communicate
There's people here for me
There are people present who care for me
What am I doing here all alone
Questioning my isolation at Gerald's gathering
At Gerald's kickback
It's Gerald's kickback
I need to relax
I need to unwind and find peace
Roll up my jeans
Rolling up my jeans, dealing with my wounds
Right where the holes bleed
Addressing the pain or vulnerabilities
Throw on my wrinkled tee
Putting on a crumpled t-shirt
Lace up my shoes
Lacing up my shoes
And look into my teeth
Examining my reflection in my teeth
Oh, they're sinking into me
Realizing the impact or consequences
"You've been missing" oh
People are noticing my absence
That's what they're all saying
Comments on my behavior while under the influence
But who could tell you're tripping?
Others may not recognize my altered state
The catch to my fall, oh it's tickling my feet
The safety net for my mistakes is amusing
I guess I keep forgetting
I keep forgetting this safety net
What am I doing here all alone
Reflecting on my isolation once again
I need to go out and speak
Feeling the urge to socialize and express myself
There's people here for me
Recognizing the presence of supportive individuals
What am I doing here all alone
Questioning my solitude at Gerald's kickback
At Gerald's kickback
It's Gerald's kickback
I need to relax
I need to unwind and find peace
What am I doing here all alone
Reflecting on my isolation once again
I need to go out and speak
Feeling the urge to socialize and express myself
What am I doing here all alone
Questioning my solitude once more
I need to go out and speak
Feeling the urge to socialize and express myself
There's people here for me
Recognizing the presence of supportive individuals
What am I doing here all alone
Questioning my solitude at Gerald's kickback
At Gerald's kickback
It's Gerald's kickback
I need to relax
I need to unwind and find peace
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