Lyrics
I'm possessive like a little kid
I feel a strong sense of ownership or attachment, similar to a child's possessiveness.
Started with the table where I hid
It began with a specific place where I sought refuge or concealed myself.
I can't blame it on the shit you did
I can't attribute my feelings solely to the negative things you've done.
You're an ocean, I can't pin you down
You're vast and unpredictable, like an ocean; I can't control or define you.
Was a Tuesday, I said listen now
This situation occurred on a Tuesday when I expressed my thoughts or feelings.
Try to take what's mine and I'll let you drown
If you try to take what belongs to me, I won't intervene to save you.
I'll let you drown
I won't intervene to prevent your downfall.
But you got me in a panic
I'm experiencing intense anxiety or fear.
And I'm spinning out
I'm feeling out of control and overwhelmed.
Trying to hold onto a feeling
Attempting to maintain a specific emotion or sensation.
A dream inside a nightmare
Feeling trapped in a horrifying situation within a dream.
And I hate myself
I strongly dislike myself in this situation.
Cuz I'd give you anything you want
I'm willing to offer you anything you desire.
I'd give you anything you want
Reiteration of willingness to fulfill your desires.
It's a late night fight, I'm losing things
In a late-night argument, I'm losing control and things are slipping away.
Wanna douse this bed in kerosene
I want to intensify this situation, expressing the depth of my emotions.
So you know how much you mean to me
I want you to realize the extent of your importance to me.
And my little sister's growing up
My younger sister is growing up, but she doesn't feel adequately mature.
But she never quite feels old enough
Encouraging her to take her time as life can be challenging.
Tell her, take your time, life will fuck you up
Life's difficulties are causing me anxiety similar to earlier references.
And it's got me in a panic
Repeated expression of feeling panicked.
And I'm spinning out
Continued feeling of being out of control and overwhelmed.
Trying to hold onto a feeling
Trying desperately to maintain a specific emotion or sensation.
A dream inside a nightmare
Feeling trapped in a nightmarish situation.
And I hate myself
Strong self-dislike within this situation remains.
Cuz I'd give you anything you want
Reiteration of willingness to give anything desired.
I'd give you anything you want
Repeated willingness to fulfill desires.
I'd give you anything you want
Continued willingness to grant any desires.
I'd give you anything you want
Reiteration of being ready to fulfill any desires.
And I woke up with a pit in my stomach
I woke up with a feeling of intense unease or worry.
And nothing you say could get rid of it
Nothing you say can alleviate this feeling.
I know that I will never stop running
I know I'll persist in avoiding or escaping from this situation.
It's the way we lay in the early morning
Reflecting on intimate moments in the early morning.
Your dirty clothes spread on the floor
Your disheveled clothes strewn across the floor in these intimate moments.
It's the holding on, it's the selfish loving
It's about holding on tightly, expressing a selfish kind of love.
I'm possessive like a little kid
Reiteration of feeling possessive, akin to a child.
Started with the table where I hid
Recollection of starting to feel possessive from a specific location.
I can't blame it on the shit you did
Reiteration that my feelings can't solely be blamed on your actions.
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