Lyrics
Why is it not?
Expressing frustration or dissatisfaction with a situation or state of being.
Why is it not?
Reiteration of the frustration or questioning of a particular circumstance.
Why is it not?
Continuation of the questioning or confusion about a situation.
Why am I...
Pondering personal shortcomings or flaws.
So ungrateful?
Feeling unappreciative or dissatisfied despite circumstances.
How distasteful
Expressing a negative change in taste or behavior.
I've become so hateful
Acknowledging a transformation into a hateful mindset.
Why do I...
Questioning one's indecisiveness and lack of control.
Bounce from side to side?
Describing a lack of stability or direction, perhaps emotionally.
I don't decide
Not having the ability to make decisions.
And I don't know why
Expressing confusion or uncertainty about personal choices.
Why can't I...
Expressing a difficulty in perceiving or understanding immediate surroundings.
See what's in front of me?
Acknowledging a blindness to what is directly in front.
I've become blind to see
Ignoring acts of kindness or generosity.
Disregarded generosity
Disregarding and neglecting acts of generosity from others.
Why must I...
Questioning the need to fantasize and not face reality.
Close my eyes and fantasize
Choosing to close one's eyes and indulge in deceptive thoughts.
About another perfect lie in disguise?
Reflecting on a tendency to create false narratives.
Myself is all I see
Being self-absorbed and unable to see beyond personal concerns.
What's so hard to believe?
Questioning the difficulty in believing certain truths.
Nothing is meant to be
Rejecting the idea that everything has a predetermined outcome.
Destroyed destinies
Noticing the destruction of intended paths or goals.
All the roads are blurry now
Perceiving a lack of clarity in life choices.
I'm always lost somehow
Consistently feeling lost or disoriented.
Losing sight but not the sound
Losing focus on visual aspects but retaining auditory awareness.
I will find my way around
Expressing determination to navigate through challenges.
So short-sided and misguided
Describing a narrow and misguided perspective.
So selfish, I can't deny it
Acknowledging selfish behavior without denial.
Apologies, ‘cause I've been hurt
Offering apologies for past hurts caused by the speaker.
And hopeful words were never heard
Recognizing a lack of positive and encouraging words in the past.
I've become what I've most hated
Acknowledging a transformation into something disliked.
Understatements are complacent
Describing the inadequacy of subtle expressions of dissatisfaction.
Giving up, I'm losing hope
Expressing a sense of hopelessness and surrender.
I really tried, I swear on my soul
Claiming sincere effort but with no positive outcome.
But you know what?
Highlighting the persistent feeling of insufficiency.
It is never enough
Emphasizing that efforts and achievements are never satisfying.
No matter what..
Reiterating the perpetual sense of inadequacy.
It is never enough
Stating that achievements or efforts are never fulfilling.
Why is it not?
Repeating the questioning of the insufficiency.
Why is it not?
Reiterating the persistent dissatisfaction or lack of fulfillment.
Why is it not?
Continuing to question the reasons behind the perpetual dissatisfaction.
Why is it not?
Expressing frustration or confusion about the ongoing sense of insufficiency.
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