Lyrics
I can't even feel my fuckin' face
I am so numb that I cannot feel my face.
Feelin' like I haven't slept in days
Feeling exhausted, as if I haven't slept for days.
Nobody ever listen when I pray
Expressing frustration that no one pays attention when I pray.
Don't ever wanna know if I'm ok?
Questioning if anyone cares about my well-being.
Drown all my emotions in this
Using a bottle to drown and suppress my emotions.
Bottle ima flood my system
Intending to consume substances to alter my state.
Keep it bottled up inside my mind
Keeping my emotions bottled up internally, feeling confined.
This shit feels like a prison
Describing the emotional state as if trapped in a prison.
Picturing your face inside my head when
Imagining the face of someone significant when contemplating self-harm.
I pick up this pistol
Considering using a pistol to cope with inner struggles.
I can't keep this up much longer
Expressing difficulty in sustaining the current emotional state.
Might succumb to the statistic
Acknowledging the risk of becoming a statistic, succumbing to negative outcomes.
Yeah yeah and when it rains it pours
Facing a period of intense difficulty or challenges.
What am I fighting for?
Questioning the purpose and motivation for the ongoing struggle.
I I I felt like this before
Recognizing a familiar emotional state from the past.
You you you just walk out the door
Expressing a sense of abandonment, with someone leaving.
Never feeling sure if this is right
Feeling uncertain about the correctness of current actions or decisions.
But I just keep on pushing
Determined to persist and continue despite uncertainties.
Never backing down that's how I'm built
Having a resilient personality, not backing down easily.
So I just keep enduring
Enduring difficulties and challenges as a part of personal strength.
Spilling my emotions on this paper
Using writing as an outlet to express deep emotions.
Tell you how I'm feeling
Sharing emotions through written words on paper.
Might not understand thеse words I'm saying
Acknowledging that the listener may not fully understand the expressed feelings.
Hope it's not for nothing
Expressing a hope that sharing these emotions has a purpose.
Yeah yеah hope it's not for nothing
Reiterating the hope that the expression of emotions is meaningful.
No no I hope it's not for nothing
Emphasizing the desire for the emotional expression to have significance.
Yeah yeah
Repeating the expression of uncertainty and emotional struggle.
And when it rains it pours
Recalling a difficult period, metaphorically represented as raining.
What am I fighting for?
Questioning the purpose and motivation for the ongoing struggle (repeated).
I I I felt like this before
Recognizing a familiar emotional state from the past (repeated).
You you you just walk out the door
Expressing a sense of abandonment, with someone leaving (repeated).
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