Lyrics
Outcast as a kid I just wanted to be like them,
Expressing a desire to fit in during childhood despite feeling like an outcast.
Fuck the rules I'll win and I'mma do it by myself,
Rejecting societal rules and determined to succeed independently.
Nobody was there when I was grinding for a stack,
Facing challenges alone while working hard for financial success.
All I ever wanted was to be somebody else,
Yearning to escape one's own identity and become someone else.
Knife in my hand is from my back,
Metaphorically addressing betrayal with a knife in the back.
It's my weapon if you're stepping like that,
Considering personal strength as a defense against betrayal.
It's a fight against time in my mind,
Expressing a mental struggle, battling against time.
Cause it's wrong to lead a life that isn't mine,
Rejecting a life that doesn't align with one's true self.
I been searching for a piece of me,
Seeking self-discovery and a sense of identity.
All around and now I see the signs,
Realizing and understanding the signs around oneself.
I been searching for the peace in me,
Continuing the quest for inner peace and self-acceptance.
I'm just counting on the hands of time,
Reliance on the passage of time for personal growth and resolution.
Outcast as a kid I just wanted to be like them,
Reiteration of childhood struggles and the desire for independence.
Fuck the rules I'll win and I'mma do it by myself,
Reaffirming the rejection of societal rules and determination to succeed solo.
Nobody was there when I was grinding for a stack,
Recalling the isolation during the grind for success.
All I ever wanted was to be somebody else,
Reiterating the desire to escape one's own identity and become someone else.
Knife in my hand is from my back,
Symbolizing betrayal with a knife in the back.
It's my weapon if you're stepping like that,
Viewing personal strength as a response to potential betrayal.
It's a fight against time in my mind,
Highlighting the ongoing struggle against time in one's mind.
Cause it's wrong to lead a life that isn't mine,
Emphasizing the rejection of a life that doesn't align with personal values.
I been searching for a piece of me,
Continuing the quest for self-discovery and finding a sense of identity.
All around and now I see the signs,
Acknowledging the recognition of signs that guide the journey.
I been searching for the peace in me,
Persisting in the search for inner peace and self-acceptance.
I'm just counting on the hands of time.
Relying on the passage of time for personal development and resolution.
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