Holding On
Emotional Turmoil Unveiled: Holding Back the Truth
Lyrics
I'll make another grave mistake
The singer anticipates making another serious error.
Before I have the heart to say I'm wrong
They struggle to admit their mistakes due to emotional barriers.
And it tears me up from the inside out
Internal turmoil and regret consume them.
When will I have the nerve to say?
They question when they'll find the courage to speak up.
The things that always mattered all along
Important things have been overlooked or disregarded.
I won't do it this time
Committing to not repeating past mistakes.
I still have my doubts
Uncertainty and hesitation persist.
If I had just one more day
Wishing for more time to rectify errors and express feelings.
I'd take back everything and then i'd say
Regretting actions and wanting to communicate openly.
Whats on my mind, all the time
The desire to share inner thoughts constantly.
It's tearing me apart to hold these things inside
Keeping emotions hidden is causing internal anguish.
I got used to the thought that everything would be just fine
Assuming everything will be fine despite underlying issues.
But I'm not alright
Despite appearances, they are not doing well.
Choking on my nerves again
Feeling overwhelmed and choked by nervousness.
Wondering how my friends have been
Concern for the well-being of friends while feeling distant.
Cause I'm distant and I'm losing patience
They're becoming emotionally detached and losing patience.
Anxiety has its grip and I don't think I can win
Anxiety has a strong hold, making success seem unlikely.
I can feel the pressure, building up
Pressure is intensifying within.
I guess I'm built to suffer
Accepting a fate of enduring suffering.
Have you ever been so low its gray?
Feeling profoundly low and desolate.
All your favorite songs can lose their meaning
Experiencing a loss of meaning even in familiar things.
And the ring you used to love to sing
A once-beloved tune loses its significance.
i think ill stay inside today
Choosing isolation due to inner turmoil.
I know I never tell you anything
Difficulty in opening up and sharing feelings.
Just know my heart is in the wrong place
Admitting that emotions are misplaced or misunderstood.
And there is nothing you can do to make me stay
Determined to sever connections in their own way.
I'll burn those bridges my own way
Choosing to end relationships independently.
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