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I always think of you
I constantly think about you
When I can't fall asleep
Especially when I struggle to fall asleep
When the thought of death's on my mind
Contemplating death occupies my thoughts
It's common, honestly
This preoccupation with death is a common experience
I wanna start again before your body leaves
I wish to restart before your presence is no longer with me
And I'm alone layin' in bed without your body heat.
Feeling lonely in bed without the warmth of your body
Why am I afraid
Questioning the reasons behind my fear
You still call my name
You continue to call my name
And stand there just smilin' from the look on my face
Observing you standing and smiling at my reaction
It's always the same
Experiencing a repetitive pattern in these situations
The little things you say
Your words, even the small ones, linger in my mind
They stick in my head and they won't go away
These words persist in my thoughts
Paranoia loves to waste
Paranoia enjoys wasting time
All the time I had with you today
All the time spent with you today is affected by paranoia
Paranoia loves to stay
Paranoia tends to linger
While time just fades away
While time passes without resolution
Whoo, whoo
Expressing emotion, possibly a sound effect
Whoo, whoo
-Anxiety fuckin' up love for me
Anxiety disrupts my experience of love
I'm nervous that the best is never what it's supposed to be
I fear that the best outcomes are not as expected
Lie to me so I can fall asleep
Desiring comforting lies to facilitate sleep
And dream about a life where we would never rest in peace.
Imagining a life where peace is never achieved
But it's all in my head
Recognizing that these thoughts are creations of my mind
You're still in my bed
You persist in my thoughts even though you're physically absent
Askin' how I make myself so upset
Questioning why I allow myself to be upset
It's always the same
Experiencing a repetitive cycle in emotional distress
The little things you say
Your words, again, linger in my thoughts
They stick in my head and they won't go away
These words persist in my mind
Paranoia loves to waste
Paranoia continues to consume time
All the time I had with you today
All the time spent with you today is affected by paranoia
Paranoia loves to stay
Paranoia tends to linger
While time just fades away
While time passes without resolution
Whoo, whoo
Expressing emotion, possibly a sound effect
Whoo, whoo
-Whoo, whoo
-Whoo, whoo
-Paranoia loves to waste
Paranoia enjoys wasting time
All the time I had with you today
All the time spent with you today is affected by paranoia
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