Lyrics
It's not your fault for
Acknowledging that the listener is not to blame
The way I've turned out
Reflecting on one's current state and its origin
There's just so much
Expressing the burden of self-inflicted struggles
I put myself through
Admitting to personal challenges and difficulties
I'm losing touch with
Feeling disconnected from one's desired self
Who I want to be
Questioning personal identity and development
Should I be afraid of
Contemplating the fear of becoming like someone else
Turning out like you
Expressing concern about emulating certain traits
Tell me it's not true
Seeking reassurance that the fear is unfounded
Sitting alone at the side of my bed
Describing a moment of solitude and reflection
Writing songs about mistakes
Channeling emotions into creative expression
I haven't laid to rest yet
Addressing unresolved issues and mistakes
Help me learn to reconcile with these
Requesting guidance in dealing with inner conflicts
Thoughts in my mind cause
Acknowledging the presence of conflicting thoughts
I hate being cynical
Expressing dislike for a cynical mindset
Will I fall in line
Pondering conformity and alignment with expectations
Will I fall in line
Repeating the uncertainty about conforming
Yea
Affirming uncertainty or doubt about the situation
Is this all a lie
Questioning the authenticity of the current situation
Everything keeps moving forward
Feeling left behind while time progresses
While I'm stuck here wasting your time
Expressing a sense of personal stagnation
My throat is sore and my eyes are dry
Physical discomfort reflecting mental turmoil
I think I've finally lost my mind
Perceiving a loss of sanity or control
Where did things go wrong
Reflecting on a point of deviation in life
When will it be enough
Questioning when circumstances will be satisfactory
These thoughts are heavy enough
Emphasizing the weight of troublesome thoughts
To break my bones and reduce my hope
Describing the impact on physical and emotional well-being
To dust that collects in an ashtray beside
Symbolizing emotional debris in an ashtray
All the problems I choose to ignore
Acknowledging avoidance of personal issues
Your trust in me seems to have faltered more
Noticing a decline in trust from others
Was it something I did
Questioning personal responsibility for trust issues
Is it the son I came to be
Reflecting on the impact of one's identity on trust
I wish that I could change these
Expressing a desire to change hindrances in the relationship
things that come in between you and me
Identifying obstacles between the speaker and the listener
I'm falling deeper into my mind
Sinking into introspection and mental struggles
Losing sight of what it's like to know
Losing a clear understanding of reality
I haven't let you down
Asserting that the speaker hasn't disappointed
And that you see all that I try
Expressing hope that efforts are recognized
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