Lyrics
Disneyland
Expressing a desire for a place associated with happiness and fantasy (Disneyland).
Caravan at Butlins
Recalling a caravan at Butlins, a holiday camp, suggesting nostalgia or a simpler time.
Searching for a pretty Pocahontas
Searching for a romantic partner, referencing Pocahontas, a character associated with love.
True say I thought love was always toxic
Reflecting on past experiences where love seemed toxic or harmful.
Alcohol to liver man, these drinks made me vomit
Discussing the negative effects of excessive alcohol consumption on the liver.
And I haven't seen my jigga
Expressing a sense of separation from a close friend (jigga).
Drive Benz 'round ends selling keys no tens
Describing a friend involved in illegal activities, selling keys (drugs) from a Benz.
Lifestyle of conflict, this is not a concept
Living a life filled with conflicts, dismissing it as not just a concept but a reality.
Just being honest, haven't got the cheat codes
Being honest about not having cheat codes or shortcuts in life.
Sales down these roads, been days since I been home
Discussing a journey down difficult roads, being away from home for days.
With friends how I feel alone, para' thoughts in my dome
Feeling alone with friends, having paranoid thoughts.
Thinking I'd be better of if I gave up and left this world
Contemplating the idea of ending one's life to escape difficulties.
You say I ain't been myself, since days in a police cells
Referring to a period spent in police cells, indicating a troubled past.
Heaven man I live in hell, for money I'ma live in hell, alone
Living in a difficult situation for the sake of money, feeling alone.
And I miss my girl, man I ain't feeling well
Expressing missing a romantic partner and feeling unwell.
Man I wanna off myself, screaming that I love yourself for love
Expressing deep emotional pain and a desire to love oneself.
I'ma live in hell, I love you, pray you're doing well
Choosing to live in a difficult situation but expressing love and concern for someone else.
Love you each and every day, more than I love myself
Professing love for someone more than for oneself.
Monday blues, Monday blues
Referring to feeling down or depressed on a Monday (Monday blues).
Sometimes when I find myself low I look to the skies and pray
Seeking solace in prayer when feeling low, but doubting the existence of a higher power.
But there's no God above me that can take my pain
Expressing a lack of belief in a god that can alleviate personal pain.
And I cry outright
Openly crying due to emotional distress.
I pray my enemies die
Praying for harm to befall enemies, revealing intense emotions.
I miss being open, honest with my siblings
Mentioning a desire for openness and honesty with family members (siblings).
Too busy squabbling 'bout shit with no meaning
Regretting engaging in meaningless conflicts, possibly with family.
Man have missed feeling, and man have missed dreaming
Expressing a longing for genuine feelings and dreams.
Man have missed sleeping without weed
Missing the experience of sleep without the influence of weed (marijuana).
Forgot the last time I was creasing, drowning in the deep end
Forgetting the last time laughter or joy was experienced, feeling overwhelmed.
Where's all the fun gone? Why did the funds stop?
Questioning the disappearance of fun and financial stability.
Why've you've got a gun top, big man better bun shots
Raising questions about violence (gunshots) and the cessation of enjoyment.
Why does the fun stop? Why don't we smile?
Reflecting on the loss of joy and the absence of smiles.
Man I walk for miles for a draw in the rain
Walking a long distance for a mundane activity, highlighting dissatisfaction.
To act bored and complain
Engaging in boredom and complaining despite having something on the way.
Say it's on the way, turn the scales on the ways, always the same
Commenting on the predictability of complaining about one's situation.
You just sit and complain, 'bout how you sit and complain
Highlighting the irony of complaining about complaining.
I was happy selling Yay, now I'm happy I'm legit
Reflecting on a past involved in illegal activities (selling Yay) and the contrast with a legitimate life.
Either way I make change
Emphasizing the ability to make positive changes regardless of the path taken.
Come prepared, well equipped
Encouraging preparedness and determination, even in challenging situations.
I'll stick you in your face, pray to God it don't stick
Expressing a readiness to confront someone physically if necessary.
I'm just trynna make change, but money ain't shit
Stating
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