Choke Me Out
Navigating Life's Crossroads: Sneakthief's Choke Me Out
Lyrics
Right now I've got a lot of friends
Expressing the current abundance of friends.
But that is bound to change
Acknowledging the likelihood of losing these friends in the future.
Considering when I see them face to face, I can't even remember their names
Difficulty in recalling the names of friends when meeting them in person.
It's a stress I should avoid but one I cling to way too quick
Recognizing stress that should be avoided but is clung to despite that.
I'm making new friends every day but it seems that I just can not pick
Struggling to choose between new friends consistently being made.
Between a good guy or a bad one maybe I'm a bit of both
Suggesting a blend of both good and bad traits in oneself.
I hope that all my friends don't leave me when they realize I am broke
Fear of friends leaving upon realizing financial struggles.
It's changing way too fast
Highlighting the rapid pace of change.
But I am moving slow
Personal progress moving slowly amidst the swift changes.
Wondering if I need to adapt
Contemplating the need to adapt to change or maintain familiarity.
Or hold on to what I've always known
Debating between embracing change and holding onto the familiar.
I'm a victim of a circumstance
Feeling like a victim of circumstances leading to a monotonous life.
I've fallen into a rut
Being stuck in a routine or uninteresting situation.
I need the change to choke me out
Expressing a desire for change to be forceful or overwhelming.
I need the change to be a cut
Desiring change that is substantial and deeply impactful.
I need to hurt, I need to bleed
Yearning for emotional pain or intensity to prompt change.
I need to leave and start new things
Desire to leave current circumstances and begin afresh.
And I don't know if I can be everything they want
Uncertainty about fulfilling others' expectations and needs.
Everything they need
Doubt regarding the ability to meet others' wants and necessities.
I need to hurt, I need to bleed
Reiteration of the need for profound emotional change.
I need to leave and start new things
Reinforcing the desire for a fresh start and leaving behind the old.
And I don't know if I can be everything they want
Continued uncertainty about meeting others' expectations.
Everything they need
Reiterated doubt about fulfilling others' needs.
Is this the cut I need
Questioning if the change sought is too drastic or harmful.
Is this the cut I need
Repeating the query about the potentially harmful nature of the change.
Is this cut too deep
Raising concern about the change being excessively damaging or painful.
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