Lyrics
I don't know where the time goes
I'm uncertain about the passage of time.
Getting stuck in my headphones
I find myself absorbed in my music through headphones.
Can't open up and my eyes are closed
I struggle to open up emotionally, keeping my eyes closed metaphorically.
I take my drugs and I lock my door
To cope, I use substances and isolate myself behind a locked door.
Cause your words felt like sticks and stones
Your words hurt me deeply, like sticks and stones.
Your words felt like they broke my bones
Your words have a profound impact, causing emotional pain.
Sometimes I wish I could break my phone
I sometimes wish to disconnect by breaking my phone.
Sometimes I wish I could feel at home
I long for a sense of belonging and comfort.
And I get stuck inside my mind
I often get trapped within my own thoughts.
And I break down from time to time
I experience emotional breakdowns periodically.
Got demons in my head but I put up a fight
I have inner struggles (demons) but resist them.
And if I'm trying my best it'll be alright
If I give my best effort, things will be okay.
I got demons in my head but I put up a fight
Despite inner demons, I continue to fight.
And if I'm trying my best it'll be alright
If I try my best, things will be alright.
If I'm trying my
If I'm putting in effort,
If I'm trying my best
If I'm putting in my best effort,
If I'm trying my best it'll be alright
It will turn out okay.
Smoke this weed 'til I feel numb
I use marijuana to escape and numb my emotions.
Ain't much else where I come from
There isn't much else in my environment.
Maybe I'm just young and dumb
Perhaps I'm naive or inexperienced.
Maybe I'm just young and dumb
I may lack wisdom due to my youth.
I been overthinking and I don't know what's next
I'm overthinking, unsure of what comes next.
If I think I'm drowning I should hold my breath
In challenging times, I should stay composed.
I could lose my mind but I won't lose my stress
While I might feel overwhelmed, I won't lose my composure.
I'm tryna take my time but it's all been a mess yeah
Attempting to take things slow, but life is chaotic.
Tryna take my time but it's all been a mess
Trying to navigate life, but it's complicated.
But it's all been a mess
Despite the chaos, I persist.
Yeah
Expressing a feeling of overwhelm.
I don't what we are
Uncertain about the nature of our relationship.
But I've been watching you often
I've been observing you frequently.
And it's hard to keep calm
It's challenging to stay calm when I feel like I'm losing control.
When I feel like I'm free falling
Experiencing a sense of free fall, a loss of stability.
I know it's a rollercoaster
Acknowledging that life is like a rollercoaster.
But I'll be here when it's over
I'll be present and supportive when the chaotic ride ends.
I'll be here when it's over yeah
I'll be there when everything settles.
When it's all over yeah
Reiterating the idea of being there when the chaos subsides.
I don't know where the time goes
A repetition of the uncertainty about time passing.
Getting stuck in my headphones
Revisiting the theme of being lost in music through headphones.
Can't open up and my eyes are closed
Reiterating difficulty in opening up with closed eyes.
I take my drugs and I lock my door
A repetition of using substances for solace and isolation.
Cause your words felt like sticks and stones
Recalling the impact of hurtful words feeling like physical harm.
Your words felt like they broke my bones
Reiterating the profound effect of words causing emotional pain.
Sometimes I wish I could break my phone
Expressing a desire to disconnect by breaking the means of communication (phone).
Sometimes I wish I could feel at home
Expressing a longing to feel a sense of belonging and comfort.
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