Lyrics
I will waste away here on my kitchen floor
Feeling emotionally drained and defeated, sitting on the kitchen floor
Weary eyes I'm tired, smell like alcohol
Exhausted, smelling like alcohol, indicating distress or escapism
Watch me lay down in self pity
Expressing self-pity and a sense of helplessness
Opened window, locked front door
Symbolism of feeling trapped yet seeking a way out
Just waiting for someone to find me
Longing for someone to notice and rescue from this state
Oh I'm so alone (So alone)
Intense feeling of isolation and loneliness
Being kind is hard
Struggling to be kind due to past teachings or experiences
When all you're ever taught is how to
Learning to protect oneself instead of embracing love
Save yourself from love
Realizing the absence of genuine love from the beginning
That wasn't love right from the start
Seeking relief from continuous running or escaping from something
Give me some rest from running
Long duration of constant movement and exhaustion since July
I've been on my feet since last July
Expressing extreme fatigue
I'm so tired
Acknowledging exhaustion and weariness
So tired
Reiterating the intense fatigue
As I lay there bleeding knowing damn well
Realization of self-inflicted pain or harm
It was me who caused the cut
Acceptance of personal responsibility for the pain
I wonder who will notice first that I'm gone
Speculation about who will notice their absence first
This selfish way of living
Acknowledging the destructive nature of self-centered living
Will eventually destroy me
Understanding the self-destructive path
And I know that but I'm incapable of change
Recognizing incapability or resistance to change
Fucking up a good thing
Sabotaging a good situation to make oneself unlikable
Just to make myself detestable
Deliberately making oneself detestable
Metaphorically speaking I'm the worst
Using metaphors to describe oneself negatively
I resent myself for thinking
Regretting thoughts and self-perceptions
Even half of what I think about all day
Being overwhelmed by negative thoughts consistently
Oh god, please just make it stop
Desperation to stop the overwhelming thoughts
Cause being kind is hard
Reiterating the difficulty of being kind due to past teachings
When all you're ever taught is how to
Learning to protect oneself instead of embracing love (repeated)
Save yourself from love
Realizing the absence of genuine love from the beginning (repeated)
That wasn't love right from the start
Seeking relief from continuous running or escaping (repeated)
Give me some rest from running
Long duration of constant movement and exhaustion since July (repeated)
I've been on my feet since last July
Expressing extreme fatigue (repeated)
I'm so tired
Acknowledging exhaustion and weariness (repeated)
So tired
Reiterating the intense fatigue (repeated)
I had to save myself from love
Having to protect oneself from a love that lacked genuineness
That wasn't love right from the start
Realizing the absence of genuine love from the beginning (repeated)
But things are different now
Acknowledging a shift in perspective or circumstances
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
Repetition emphasizing the consequences of actions and decisions
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
-Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
-Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
-Save yourself from love
-That wasn't love right from the start
-Give me some rest from running
-I've been on my feet since last July
-I'm so tired
-So tired
-Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
-Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
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