Cold
Seductive Despair: Unraveling the Meaning Behind soma & whokilledcj's 'Cold'
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I want it because it's bad
Desire for something despite knowing it's not good
A two-bedroom apartment
A specific living space described
With dust on the blinds and red wine in the carpet
Details indicating neglect and stains in the apartment
Where you'd leave me be
Desire for solitude or space within the relationship
I like the idea
Attraction to a concept or notion
Yeah, we're spiraling
Acknowledgment of going through a downward emotional path
I could see it in my head
Visualization or imagination of a scenario
Dump the pills in your purse
Suggestive of discarding medication or coping mechanisms
And your lips stay quiet
Keeping silent despite knowing the truth
Like our roles were reversed
Feeling a reversal of expected roles in a relationship
You don't look disappointed
Not displaying disappointment outwardly
Even if that was because you love me
Questioning if the lack of disappointment is due to love
But this feeling in my stomach
Physical sensation indicating something significant
Yeah, that's gotta mean something
A belief that the sensation carries significance
I still panic
Still experiencing fear or anxiety
When I think I'm dying
Reacting strongly when feeling like one is dying
Swear off the madness
Committing to avoiding chaos or madness temporarily
But only until morning
Limiting avoidance only until the morning
I picture you in all black
Imagining someone in a particular attire or mood
All day every day
Constantly visualizing someone in a specific way
Black wings painted
Metaphorical representation of escape or detachment
On your face to fly away
Imagining someone fleeing, hiding true emotions
To fly away from a smile I can't trace
Difficulty in understanding or identifying genuine happiness
I'm ashamed of myself
Feeling guilt or regret about one's actions
Bed bones in the morning
Physical discomfort or unease in the morning
Yeah, I think you found me out
Suspecting being discovered or understood by someone
Because I talk in my sleep
Revealing subconscious thoughts or fears during sleep
When there's no drugs to calm me down
Dependence on substances to quiet anxiety during sleep
I talk in my sleep
Repetition of talking in sleep, possibly seeking comfort
Hold me right now
An immediate need for comfort or reassurance
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