Not Today
Breaking the Chains: Navigating Love's Uncertainty
Lyrics
Oh sometimes I just don't know what to do
Expressing uncertainty and indecision about a situation.
'Cause when I light the flame it always starts a fuse
Starting something, but it leads to potential problems.
Lately I've been so fucking confused
Feeling extremely perplexed and troubled recently.
But listen to me closely if you want the truth
Offering a truthful perspective for those willing to listen.
It's the cycle of pain
Describing a recurring pattern of pain.
It's the drain I obtain and it weighs until I'm broken
Enduring emotional weight until reaching a breaking point.
It's the thrill, it's the chill,but I still get the feeling it's out in the open that
Acknowledging the presence of a thrill or danger, possibly in the open.
I'll have the same luck twice
Expressing doubt about experiencing good fortune twice.
And I don't need your advice
Rejecting the need for advice from others.
And you say it might be nice
Others suggest a positive outcome, but the speaker is skeptical.
But I don't see a way
Unable to see a way out of the current situation.
So all I'll say
Concluding with the phrase "not today" as a refusal to deal with the issue at hand.
Is not today
Reiteration of the refusal to deal with the problem today.
Sometimes I just don't know how to feel
Expressing confusion about emotions and how to handle them.
'Cause when I get attached everything feels so real
Attachment leads to a heightened sense of reality.
Yeah that's something I don't want to conceal
Not wanting to hide the truth but fearing an unfavorable response.
But I'm scared if I tell him it won't be ideal
Fearful but ready for potential emotional harm and awareness of vulnerability.
Yeah I'm scared but prepared and aware that I somehow could be broken
Acknowledging the possibility of emotional breakage despite being prepared.
I know I know I know it's all up in my head I know that
Recognizing that thoughts and fears are products of the mind.
I'll have the same luck twice
Reiterating doubt about experiencing luck or positive outcomes twice.
And I don't need your advice
Declining the need for external advice.
And you say it might be nice
Others suggest a positive outcome, but the speaker remains doubtful.
But I don't see a way
Expressing inability to see a solution to the current emotional turmoil.
So all I'll say
Repeating the refusal to address the issue today.
Is not today
Reaffirming the decision to avoid dealing with the problem today.
I know that I allow for my feelings to get down
Acknowledging a tendency to let feelings impact the speaker negatively.
but I know that I won't fall if you answer the call
Believing that responding to a call can prevent a fall into negative emotions.
But I'm scared to let you in
Expressing fear of vulnerability and hesitancy to let someone in emotionally.
Have the same thing come again it won't get out my mind
Fearful of a recurring negative experience lingering in the mind.
And I'll have the same luck twice
Reiterating doubt about experiencing positive outcomes twice.
And I don't need your advice
Rejecting the need for external advice in handling emotions.
And you say it might be nice but I don't see a way
Others suggest a positive outcome, but the speaker remains unconvinced.
So all I'll say
Reiterating the inability to see a solution to the emotional struggle.
Is not today
Repeating the decision to avoid addressing the issue today.
Not today
Final insistence on refusing to deal with the problem today.
Not today
Concluding with a strong affirmation of not addressing the issue today.
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