Wonder
Unveiling the Emotional Maze: Sophiya Sweet's Journey in 'Wonder'
Lyrics
I've been inside for a long time now
I have been isolated or confined for a considerable duration.
And I don't really know how to smile
I find it challenging to express genuine happiness.
But I'm trying to be what you want me to be
I am making an effort to conform to your expectations.
Haven't been myself in a while
I haven't been true to myself lately.
I'm scared of my own emotions
I am afraid of my own emotions.
And I feel like my feelings have gone bad
I sense that my feelings have become negative.
Cause I put them off for far too long
I delayed dealing with my emotions for too long.
Until I can't even feel sad
I've reached a point where I can't even experience sadness.
And sometimes I wonder if
I question whether
There's more to life
Life might hold more significance than what I currently perceive.
Than always wondering if
I often contemplate if there's
There's more to life
A deeper meaning to life.
And it scares me that I'm scared of myself
I am disturbed by the fact that I fear myself.
I'm an over-committed perfectionist
I tend to take on too many commitments and strive for perfection.
With stacks of work piling up on my shelves
I have a substantial amount of work accumulating.
So I'm not even that good at trying to be perfect
Despite my efforts, I am not adept at being perfect.
But maybe that's what they've been trying to say
Perhaps people have been trying to convey that being imperfect is okay.
But I'd rather not do things at all
I prefer avoiding tasks altogether than doing them half-heartedly.
Than do them, halfway
I would rather abstain from actions than pursue them with insufficient commitment.
And sometimes I wonder if
I sometimes contemplate whether
There's more to life
Life has more depth and meaning.
Than always wondering if
I frequently ponder if
There's more to life
There's more to life than what I currently understand.
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Non-lyrical vocalizations expressing emotions or thoughts.
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Non-lyrical vocalizations conveying amusement or laughter.
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