I'm Depressed
Melancholic Reflections: Joshua Sweet's Struggle with Self-Obsession and Mental Health
Lyrics
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Feeling of singularity or being alone
Two
Continuation of a sense of isolation
Three
Further emphasis on loneliness or solitude
Four
Continued expression of isolation or detachment
I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Acknowledgment of depression and self-centered preoccupation
Don't know how to help my mental health
Admitting a lack of understanding on how to improve mental well-being
The words you say burn through my chest as I fell
Emotional pain caused by words, possibly from others, affecting the speaker deeply
Now I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Reiteration of the depressive state and self-obsession
No one to stay no how, wish I could be myself
Desire to be authentic but feeling hindered by external factors
In a world of people who keep running for the door
Perception of a world where people avoid commitment or connection
No one is left to love the poison apple in the bunch
Feeling unloved, possibly due to personal flaws ("poison apple in the bunch")
Take a bite of me and I'll watch you fall right to the floor
Offering oneself metaphorically, expecting negative consequences for others
I feel stupid, I feel jaded in this hell that I created
Acknowledgment of self-destructive actions leading to a negative emotional state
If I said that I was fine, I was lying all the time
Admitting to dishonesty about emotional well-being
It's just something, I can't take it
Expressing an inability to endure a particular situation
This façade that I keep faking
Reference to maintaining a false image or front
I'm crying through the smiles you know
Indication of genuine distress behind apparent happiness
'Cause
Transition or connector
I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Repetition of depression and self-obsession theme
Don't know how to help my mental health
Reiteration of uncertainty in improving mental health
The words you say burn through my chest as I fell
Recurrence of emotional pain caused by words
Now I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Reaffirmation of the depressive state and self-obsession
I'm jaded words burn through my chest
Further exploration of feeling jaded and disliked
I'm hated, fading I'm depressed
Expressing a sense of fading and being depressed due to hatred
I'm jaded words burn through my chest
Repetition of feeling jaded and disliked
I'm hated fading I'm depressed
Repetition of fading and being depressed due to hatred
I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Restatement of depression and self-obsession
Don't know how to help my mental health
Reiteration of the lack of knowledge on improving mental health
The words you say, burn through my chest as I fell
Recurrence of emotional pain caused by words
Now I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Reaffirmation of the depressive state and self-obsession
I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Repetition for emphasis on depression and self-obsession
Don't know how to help my mental health
Reiteration of uncertainty in improving mental health
The words you say burn through my chest as I fell
Recurrence of emotional pain caused by words
Now I'm depressed, but obsessed with myself
Reaffirmation of the depressive state and self-obsession
I'm jaded words burn through my chest
Further exploration of feeling jaded and disliked
I'm hated, fading I'm depressed
Expressing a sense of fading and being depressed due to hatred
I'm jaded words burn through my chest
Repetition of feeling jaded and disliked
I'm hated fading I'm depressed
Repetition of fading and being depressed due to hatred
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