Suffocating
Surviving Suffocation: A Journey through Loss and Redemption
Lyrics
In the beginning it was worth this
In the beginning, the situation seemed valuable or meaningful.
Do the worst, feel complete
Engaging in negative actions brings a sense of fulfillment.
Passing standards others meet
Meeting basic standards that others adhere to.
(What we do best)
(Emphasizing expertise in a certain activity)
Now, perfect endings make you anxious
Current ideal outcomes cause anxiety.
Heavy head, a colder sweat
Feeling burdened and stressed with a colder, more intense anxiety.
Leaving nothing here
Leaving nothing behind, no remnants of the past.
Nothing to regret
Nothing to feel remorseful about.
Why am I still suffocating?
Questioning why there is still a sense of suffocation.
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Constantly experiencing devastation just to survive.
Why am I still suffocating?
Repeating the inquiry about ongoing suffocation.
Constantly devastated just to stay alive, oh
Continuously feeling devastated as a necessity for survival.
I miss the old days that we murdered
Yearning for the past when certain things were eliminated or overcome.
They're so far gone, out of reach
Those times are distant and unreachable.
Watch your fate with summers heat
Observing the outcome of fate during the heat of summers.
(Well, it goes like this)
(Describing a recurring pattern)
Without a break from this distraction
Seeking relief from persistent distractions.
I need a change
Expressing a need for change.
A different scene
Desiring a different environment or situation.
A new approach on coming clean
Approaching honesty in a new way.
Why am I still suffocating?
Reiterating the question about ongoing suffocation.
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Continuing to experience devastation for the sake of survival.
Why am I still suffocating?
Repeating the inquiry about ongoing suffocation.
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Continuously feeling devastated as a necessity for survival.
Still searching for a back door out of here
Actively searching for an escape route.
Reassured that old friends will reappear
Believing that old friends will provide reassurance.
Why am I still suffocating?
Reiterating the question about ongoing suffocation.
Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting
Encouraging to hold one's breath deeply while waiting.
Still searching for a back door out of here
Actively searching for an escape route.
Reassured that old friends will reappear
Believing that old friends will provide reassurance.
Why am I still suffocating?
Reiterating the question about ongoing suffocation.
Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting, waiting
Encouraging to hold one's breath deeply while waiting.
Why am I still suffocating?
Repeating the inquiry about ongoing suffocation.
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Continuously feeling devastated as a necessity for survival.
Why am I still suffocating?
Reiterating the question about ongoing suffocation.
Constantly devastated just to stay alive, oh
Continuously feeling devastated as a necessity for survival.
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