Hope
Navigating Despair: A Soul's Journey Through Pain and Hope
Lyrics
I been trying
I have been attempting.
Damn, there still be nights that I'm crying
Despite my efforts, there are still nights when I cry.
But fuck me though, I hope you fine
Regardless, I wish you well.
Smoking dope just to lose time.
Using drugs to pass the time.
I just been away
I've been distant or preoccupied.
Be in my head just renovating
My thoughts are consumed, undergoing a mental renovation.
I'm still trynna hold on
I'm still trying to persevere.
But my grip ain't getting no stronger
However, my strength to endure is not increasing.
For my fans, I'm trynna be here longer
For my fans, I aim to stay present in their lives for a longer time.
I can't let go
I cannot give up.
Please just hold on to me
Please hold on to me.
I don't got the strength no more, can't hold on to me
I lack the strength to hold on to myself.
Feel this pain everyday
Experiencing this pain every day.
Try to hide behind the shades
Attempting to conceal my emotions behind sunglasses.
I don't them to see me like this
I don't want others to see me in this vulnerable state.
I just want to run away
I just want to escape.
Every turn that I be taking
Every path I take seems inescapable.
I ain't seeing no escaping this
There is no apparent way to avoid the challenges.
Baby, I just want you
Expressing a desire for someone special.
Come and hold me closer
Asking for comfort and closeness.
Cause I'm losing this
Because I'm losing control.
Feel like I'm losing it
Feeling like I'm losing my grip on reality.
Crying in my new crib
Crying in my new home.
Damn
Expressing emotional pain.
Yeah I just copped a pent
Recently acquired a penthouse.
That was a happy lil moment, but ain't no stopping this
Even though it was a happy moment, it doesn't stop the challenges.
My minds a hell hole
My mind is tumultuous and distressing.
I've been trynna get out, but I can't though
Struggling to break free from mental turmoil.
Swear to God, I'm trying not to fold
Swearing to persevere and not give in.
All this shit built up, I'm trying not to fall down
Attempting not to succumb to the accumulated stress.
But I been falling
Nevertheless, I find myself falling.
I try to talk but they don't understand
Trying to communicate, but others don't comprehend.
Fuck it though, I just need an intermission
Disregarding it, I just need a break.
Hopefully
Expressing a desire for a positive outcome.
I been trying
I have been attempting.
Damn, there still be nights that I'm crying
Despite my efforts, there are still nights when I cry.
But fuck me though, I hope you fine
Regardless, I wish you well.
Smoking dope just to lose time
Using drugs to pass the time.
I just been away
I've been distant or preoccupied.
Be in my head just renovating
My thoughts are consumed, undergoing a mental renovation.
I'm still trynna hold on
I'm still trying to persevere.
But my grip ain't getting no stronger
However, my strength to endure is not increasing.
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