Lyrics
I've been troubled in my heart
I have been troubled emotionally.
I've been lookin for a brand new start
I am seeking a fresh beginning.
I've been running through the dark
I have been navigating through difficult times.
Cause I still haven't found my spark
I haven't discovered my inspiration or motivation yet.
Burning inside like a fireball
There is an intense inner turmoil burning like a fireball.
I've been breaking down my walls
I am breaking down my emotional barriers.
Building me up just to watch me fall
Despite building myself up, I still experience setbacks.
Oh I hate the way I'm flawed
I dislike the imperfections and shortcomings within myself.
Yeah I hate the way I'm flawed
Reiteration of disliking personal flaws.
Searching for something that I don't think I ever will find
Searching for something elusive and unsure if it exists.
All this time I've spent but everything will be alright
Despite the time invested, there is hope that everything will be okay.
I want it all
An aspiration for comprehensive fulfillment.
My heart is cold as a stone
The speaker's heart is emotionally distant and unfeeling.
As I toss and turn in the middle of the night
Restless and unable to find peace in the night.
I just can't seem to close my eyes
Difficulty in finding rest or sleep.
The thought of it hurts of a better life
The idea of a better life is painful.
It just doesn't sit right inside
An internal discomfort with the current situation.
Why even waste my fuckin time
Questioning the value of investing time in something unfulfilling.
Doin something I don't even like
Engaging in activities that are not enjoyable.
Why is it such a fuckin crime
Expressing frustration at societal norms or expectations.
To be the person that's behind my eyes
Reflecting on the struggle of being true to oneself.
Searching for something that I don't think I ever will find
Continued search for something elusive and uncertain.
All this time I've spent but everything will be alright
Despite the time invested, there is optimism about the future.
I want it all
Reiteration of the desire for comprehensive fulfillment.
My heart is cold as a stone
The speaker's heart remains emotionally distant and unfeeling.
I want it all
Reiteration of the desire for comprehensive fulfillment.
My heart is cold as a stone
The speaker's heart continues to be emotionally distant and unfeeling.
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