aphelion
Aphelion Melancholy: Love's Struggle Beyond the Sun
Lyrics
I feel this dysphoria
I experience a deep sense of unease and dissatisfaction
When I'm around you
This dysphoria arises when I am in your presence
You're no good for me
You are not beneficial for me
But I'm worse off without you
However, my condition worsens when I am not with you
And if you ask me to
If you request, I would willingly love you once more
I would love you all over again
This willingness includes experiencing the pain of heartbreak again
Just to get my heart broken once More
Repeating the cycle of heartbreak is accepted to be with you
You are my aphelion
You represent my farthest point from the sun, a metaphor for distance
Will I ever see the sun again?
Questioning the possibility of experiencing joy or warmth again
I know that I love you
Despite knowing that I love you, I find myself in tears
Yet here I am crying
The contradiction between love and emotional pain is evident
I want to go home
Expressing a desire to return to a place of comfort or familiarity
I'm trying to leave
Attempting to distance myself from the situation
But you beg me to stay
You plead for me to remain despite my attempts to leave
How long will this go on
Pondering the duration of this conflicting situation
You are my aphelion
You remain as my point farthest from the sun, emphasizing emotional distance
Will I ever see the sun again?
Questioning if there is hope to experience warmth or happiness again
I feel so tired
Expressing emotional fatigue
You make me feel so tired
You contribute to my exhaustion and weariness
You can't tell me what to do
Rejecting external control over actions
You can't tell me what to say
Asserting independence in thoughts and words
I wish there was another way
Desiring an alternative solution to the current situation
I wish I had another way
Expressing a wish for a different path or choice
You can't tell me what to do
Reiterating resistance to external influence
You can't tell me what to say
Emphasizing autonomy in thoughts and expressions
I wish there was another way
Yearning for an alternative resolution to the present circumstances
I wish I had another way
Expressing a desire for a different course of action
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