Fallen
Unveiling Emotional Turmoil: 'Fallen' by Stephany Joanna
Lyrics
Don't cry for me, if you love me you would be here with me now
Expressing disappointment that the person is not present despite claiming to love.
Told me i could love you but you never really showed me how
Feeling unloved because actions didn't match the words of love.
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
Describing emotional turmoil—screaming, deceiving, and bleeding—for the person.
Those thousand tears i spilled on you to
Referring to the emotional pain represented by tears spilled for the person.
Tell everyone what the fuck i did for you
Frustration with unacknowledged sacrifices made for the person.
Don't want you're hand this time i save myself
Declining help and choosing self-reliance this time.
You can go now and hurt somebody else
Encouraging the person to move on and not cause harm to someone else.
I'm glad i made it alive of this hell (Hell)
Expressing relief at surviving a difficult situation.
You were never really on my side
Realizing the person was never truly supportive.
Find somebody else to save you this time
Suggesting the person find someone else to help them.
I'm fallen, fallen
Acknowledging a state of emotional descent or failure.
Never thought you leave me here at this time
Expressing surprise at being left alone at this critical time.
Watch me falling, falling
Observing oneself falling, possibly into despair or emotional turmoil.
Never give me something to believe in, that's right.
Feeling a lack of something substantial to believe in.
Never no never, no never no never, never no never, no never, it's alright
Reiterating a sense of resignation and acceptance.
They say demon i said angel well, i said you just needed somebody's help
Referencing conflicting perceptions of being a demon or an angel, implying confusion.
I could dance with the devil and blame myself (Yeah)
Willingness to engage in risky behavior and take responsibility for it.
I had to break trough i needed that
Expressing the need to break through challenges for personal growth.
The sleep i lost for you i still regret
Regret over lost sleep dedicated to the person.
Stayed up all night but you didn't come back yeah, yeah
Waiting all night for the person who didn't return.
Don't want you're hand this time i save myself
Repeating the decision to save oneself without the person's help.
You can go now and hurt somebody else
Encouraging the person to move on and not hurt others.
I'm glad i made it alive of this hell (Hell)
Expressing gratitude for surviving a challenging situation.
You were never really on my side
Recognizing that the person was not genuinely supportive.
Find someone else to blame this time
Advising the person to find someone else to blame.
Im fallen, fallen
Acknowledging a state of emotional descent or failure.
Never thought you leave me here at this time
Expressing surprise at being left alone at this critical time.
Watch me falling, falling
Observing oneself falling, possibly into despair or emotional turmoil.
Never give me something to believe in, that's right
Feeling a lack of something substantial to believe in.
Never no never, no never no never, never no never, no never, it's alright
Reiterating a sense of resignation and acceptance.
Its alright, it's alright
Affirming that, despite everything, it's okay or acceptable.
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