Lyrics
Staring deep into the mirror, never see my smile
Reflecting deeply in the mirror, unable to find joy in my own reflection
I'm not this and I'm not that, I know I'm in denial
Denying aspects of myself, aware of my denial
Stepping forward two steps backward, it's not linear
Moving forward but facing setbacks, experiencing non-linear progress
I don't feel like I belong anywhere on the earth
Feeling a sense of not belonging anywhere on Earth
Yeah I’m falling, I hear something calling
Acknowledging a sense of descent, hearing a mysterious call
Looking for it, even though I don't know if I want it
Searching for something without certainty or desire
Yeah I know I'm falling, I feel like I'm haunted
Awareness of falling, feeling haunted
Monkey on my back, I got a devil on my gauntlet
Bearing burdens, facing inner demons
I know that I'm falling, leave me like it's autumn
Recognizing the fall, wanting to be left like autumn
I can't shed a tear or even say I'm brokenhearted
Unable to express sadness or heartbreak
I know that I'm guarded, flight has just departed
Acknowledging protection but experiencing departure
But I clipped my wings right when it started
Limiting personal growth from the start
Yeah I know I'm falling
Reiteration of the awareness of falling
Not a demon, not a saint, I'm somewhere in between
Describing a state between good and evil
But as days go by I get much harder to redeem
Becoming harder to redeem over time
Make the same mistakes I'll always be doomed to repeat
Expecting repetition of mistakes leading to doom
No forgiveness for me, too unworthy to receive
Feeling undeserving of forgiveness
Yeah I’m falling, I hear something calling
Reiteration of the falling sensation and mysterious call
Looking for it, even though I don't know if I want it
Continued search without clear desire
Yeah I know I'm falling, I feel like I'm haunted
Acknowledging the haunting feeling of the fall
Monkey on my back, I got a devil on my gauntlet
Reference to inner struggles and external challenges
I know that I'm falling, leave me like it's autumn
Recognizing the fall, relating it to autumn
I can't shed a tear or even say I'm brokenhearted
Expressing emotional numbness and guardedness
I know that I'm guarded, flight has just departed
Acknowledging a departure despite protective measures
But I clipped my wings right when it started
Reflecting on clipped wings and inhibited growth
Yeah I know I'm falling
Reiteration of the awareness of falling
In the evening, in the morning
Referencing different times of the day, indicating a continuous struggle
No the feeling isn't foreign
Confirming familiarity with the feelings
We could walk across that bridge, yeah we could give it a try
Suggesting a willingness to face challenges together
I'll be there for every moment
Promising support for every moment
Won't be gone ‘til hell is frozen
Committing to persist through difficult times
We could jump in the abyss if you believe we can fly
Expressing a joint willingness to take risks
Falling face first, heights never made me nauseous
Describing a fearless approach to falling
But I stay cautious, fears have got their causes
Maintaining caution due to underlying fears
I can't cut my losses, falling even further
Continued descent, reluctance to be a burden
I don't want to be a burden and you're up above me soaring
Expressing a sense of being beneath someone soaring above
You keep getting higher but the ground is getting closer
Highlighting the increasing proximity of the ground
I keep getting lower, is this really over
Feeling a further decline, questioning if it's the end
But I feel my shoulder, lifting up my body
Feeling a supportive presence lifting spirits
Yeah I'm helpless, yeah I'm sorry, but I'm thankful you're a soldier
Expressing helplessness, gratitude for someone's resilience
In the evening, in the morning
Reiteration of different times of the day and familiar feelings
No the feeling isn't foreign
Confirming ongoing emotional experiences
We could walk across that bridge, yeah we could give it a try
Repeating the willingness to face challenges together
I'll be there for every moment
Reiterating commitment to being present in every moment
Won't be gone ‘til hell is frozen
Emphasizing commitment to persist until extreme conditions
We could jump in the abyss if you believe we can fly
Repeating the joint willingness to take risks and believe in flying
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