On My Own
Solitude Symphony: Navigating Broken Bonds and Self-Discovery
Lyrics
You pull me down to your level but left your sock here on my door
You bring me down to your level, but you left your sock on my door, possibly indicating a casual or careless encounter.
I always knew one day you'd be there
There was an expectation that one day you would be present in a particular situation or relationship.
Don't cross your hands we owe to a place we've run before
Don't deny our shared history; we owe our current situation to a place we've experienced before.
You always left me more
You always left me with more, suggesting a lingering impact or emotional residue from past interactions.
Take a bus to your best friends house
Travel to your best friend's house by bus.
Left her there laying on the couch
You left her lying on the couch, possibly implying a disregard for others' feelings or consequences.
Take a shot take a sip of lead
Indulge in substances, taking shots and letting it fill your head.
Take another let it fill your head
-I missed you bad today
Expressing the feeling of missing someone intensely, yet acknowledging their recent presence.
But you'd seen me yesterday
-Return to say we're sore
-And I'll start to fake that I don't feel the same
Beginning to pretend not to feel the same way, suggesting emotional masking.
But I can't complain from sleeping on the bed
Despite pretending, there's a recognition of discomfort or dissatisfaction, especially while sleeping in the bed.
My spirit starts to break I feel like I'm
Feeling like the spirit is breaking down.
Stuck on my own
Repeated emphasis on being alone and self-reliant.
Living on my own
-Standing on my own
-Living on my own
-Take a bus to your best friends house
Repetition of the earlier scenes, possibly highlighting a cycle of behavior.
Left her there laying on the couch
-Take a shot take a sip of lead
-Take another let it fill your head
-I missed you bad today
Repeating the cycle of missing someone, seeing them, and returning with emotional soreness.
But you'd seen me yesterday
-Return to say we're sore
-And I'll start to fake that I don't feel the same
Continuing the act of pretending not to feel the same.
But I can't complain from sleeping on the bed
Despite complaints, acknowledging difficulty while sleeping in the bed.
My spirit starts to break I feel like I'm
Continued sense of the spirit breaking down.
Stuck on my own
Reiteration of the theme of being stuck and living on one's own.
Living on my own
-Standing on my own
-Living on my own
-And I'll start to fake that I don't feel the same
Repeating the act of pretending not to feel the same.
But I can't complain from sleeping on the bed
Despite complaints, the difficulty of sleeping in the bed persists.
My spirit starts to break I feel like I'm
Continued sense of the spirit breaking down.
Stuck on my own
Final repetition and emphasis on being stuck, living, and standing on one's own.
Living on my own
-Standing on my own
-Living on my own
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