Lyrics
I guess that I was blind when you crossed me
The speaker feels unaware or oblivious when the other person left or betrayed them.
I was gonna give you everything and then you lost me
The speaker had intentions to offer everything to the person but feels that the person is now lost to them.
You didn't even love me, you just lust me
The person didn't genuinely love the speaker but rather desired them physically.
I was gonna trust you, but you don't even trust me
The speaker intended to trust the person, but the lack of reciprocal trust is evident.
Cause I been down on my own, no one was calling my phone
Despite being alone and receiving no calls, the speaker managed without assistance.
And I been thinking that I just lost my mind
The speaker feels like they've lost their sanity due to the emotional turmoil.
Cause all my feelings are gone, and my location unknown
Emotions have vanished, and the speaker's whereabouts are unknown, possibly indicating emotional disorientation.
And I been wondering why still I should try
Questioning the rationale behind continuing efforts, considering the hardships faced.
Cause I been down on my own
Reiteration of enduring solitude and difficulty.
I been down on my own, my own
Emphasizing the prolonged solitary state.
I been down on my own
Repeating the experience of enduring hardships alone.
I been down on my own
Further stressing the enduring nature of facing challenges alone.
I been seeing what you post on your private story
Observing the other person's public display of thoughts or feelings, possibly about the speaker.
It's crazy that you really showing what you thinking of me
Expressing surprise or disbelief at the person's openness about their thoughts regarding the speaker.
And I been running up these bands, I got a lot of money
The speaker has amassed wealth or resources, possibly in response to the situation.
It's crazy that you really said that you had feelings for me
Surprised by the person's prior claims of affection toward the speaker.
Yeah, I get a check, uh-huh
Confirmation of receiving financial compensation or reward.
Look at this ice on my chain and my neck, uh-huh
Describing the expensive jewelry worn, symbolizing affluence.
I gotta flex, uh-huh
Displaying or boasting about wealth or success.
Came from the bottom and I got a bag now
Indicating a rise from a low point to financial stability.
Look at my gang now
Highlighting the speaker's improved social circle due to their success.
We don't vacation, not even on weekends
Denoting a lack of leisure time despite financial stability.
I got a bag now
Reiteration of newfound financial success leading to the inability to reconcile with the past.
So we cannot be friends
Implying that due to the speaker's newfound success, a past relationship cannot be salvaged.
Cause I been down on my own, no one was calling my phone
Reiteration of enduring solitude and lack of communication.
And I been thinking that I just lost my mind
Reiteration of feeling mentally unstable due to the situation.
Cause all my feelings are gone, and my location unknown
Reiteration of the absence of emotions and a sense of being lost.
And I been wondering why still I should try
Continued questioning of why the speaker should continue trying in such circumstances.
Cause I been down on my own
Reiteration of enduring solitude and difficulty.
I been down on my own, my own
Emphasizing the prolonged solitary state.
I been down on my own
Repeating the experience of enduring hardships alone.
I been down on my own
Further stressing the enduring nature of facing challenges alone.
(I just wanna be alone)
Expressing the desire for solitude or isolation.
I been down on my own
Emphasizing the prolonged solitary state.
I been down on my own, my own
Repeating the experience of enduring hardships alone.
I been down on my own
Further stressing the enduring nature of facing challenges alone.
I been down on my own
Concluding statement reiterating the enduring hardship of facing life's challenges alone.
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