It All Ties Together
Unraveling Life's Tapestry: Suicide Rascal's Deep Dive
Lyrics
Hell ain't real unless I make it in my mind (my mind)
Hell isn't a tangible reality unless I create it within my thoughts and perceptions.
I'm sitting here rotting away I gotta pass the time (the time)
I'm stuck here, deteriorating, and I need to find ways to occupy my time.
No matter what I own while I'm here it's just not mine (not mine)
No matter what material possessions I accumulate in this life, they ultimately don't truly belong to me.
I'm sick of these people and I'm sick of this fuckin' life (this life)
I'm tired of both the people around me and the circumstances of my life.
Everywhere I go they speaking on my name I don't want that at all
Everywhere I go, others are discussing or mentioning me, and I don't desire that attention.
Every time I do something people tell me that it comes at a cost
Whenever I take action, people remind me that there's a price or consequence.
I've gained a lot in a couple years but there's so much I've lost (my grandma)
Despite gaining some things over time, I've also experienced significant losses, particularly the loss of my grandmother.
I'm only one man I can do so much before I exhaust
As an individual, I have limitations and can only do so much before I become exhausted.
But fuck that and fuck this
Expressing frustration and disdain for the current situation.
Let's go way back before the bitches, before the hoes
Reflecting on a time before superficial distractions and relationships.
Wearing rags, my dirty shoes was filled with holes
Recalling a period of poverty or lack, wearing worn-out clothes and shoes.
On my back there's a monkey, he steal my soul
Feeling burdened by something symbolic (a metaphorical monkey) that steals away my essence or identity.
Lately I been in a mood I'm so cold right now
Currently feeling emotionally distant and detached.
Leave me lone right now
Asking for solitude or space from others.
Even though I'm under such pressure I won't fold or back down
Despite facing immense pressure, I refuse to yield or give up.
I won't fold or back down
Reiterating the determination to not surrender or retreat.
Hell ain't real unless I make it in my mind (my mind)
Rephrasing the idea that one's perception creates their own version of hell.
I'm sitting here rotting away I gotta pass the time (the time)
Repetition emphasizing the feeling of being stuck and needing to find ways to occupy time.
No matter what I own while I'm here it's just not mine (not mine)
Reiterating that nothing truly belongs to oneself in this worldly existence.
I'm sick of these people and I'm sick of this fuckin' life I live
Restating the frustration and weariness with both people and life itself.
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