Deadweight
Unveiling Shadows: Sullen Eyes' Deadweight Reveals a Descent into Apathy
Lyrics
You use your lies to cover up what's inside
You use deception to hide your true feelings or thoughts.
You're barely alive with no frame of mind
You're barely alive and lack a clear state of mind.
Looking for a sign, that these faults aren't all mine
Seeking a sign that the faults or problems aren't solely mine.
Remembering the times when I didn't have to lie
Reflecting on times when honesty was possible, contrasting with current dishonesty.
To the ones I hold close, but here we fucking go
Facing a difficult situation with those close to me.
Wondering why I can't feel a thing
Questioning an inability to experience emotions.
Reminiscing on the apathy
Thinking about past emotional numbness or indifference.
Running from the dark parts in our hearts
Avoiding confronting the darker aspects within ourselves.
I'm not even here when your words were never sincere
Feeling absent when faced with insincere words.
Watching you choke while your life slowly erodes
Witnessing someone struggle while their life deteriorates.
You have no where to go when you've lost all that you've known
Having no direction when everything familiar is lost.
Wondering why I can't feel a thing
Reiterating the puzzlement over an emotional numbness.
Reminiscing on the apathy
Recalling moments of emotional indifference.
Running from the dark parts in our hearts
Avoiding facing the darker aspects within ourselves.
I'm not even here when your words were never sincere
Feeling absent when confronted with insincerity.
Retrace my veins, with the tip of a blade
Symbolically retracing one's veins with a blade, possibly expressing self-harm.
Forget my name, it's full of nothing but shame
Suggesting a desire to forget one's name due to overwhelming shame.
Retrace my veins, with the tip of a blade
Repeating the theme of tracing veins with a blade and wanting to forget one's name.
Forget my name, it's fill of nothing but shame
Reemphasizing the shame associated with one's name.
Nothing heals, I can't feel
Expressing an inability to heal emotionally and a numbing sensation.
Let's just start over until we dissappear
Suggesting a desire to start anew until disappearing, possibly implying escaping from problems.
Nothings real, I don't want to be here
Denying the reality of the situation and expressing a reluctance to be present.
I don't want to be here
Expressing a strong aversion to the current situation and a desire not to be present.
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