Lyrics
And I've been trying to get my head clean
Expressing the struggle to clear one's mind.
Been trying to work out who the hell I've been
Reflecting on a quest to understand one's identity.
And I've been in this hole my whole life
Describing a prolonged period of difficulty or despair.
Realised I ain't no nice guy
Acknowledging a realization of not being a good person.
And this is hard I won't even lie
Admitting the challenging nature of the situation.
Last night I broke down and cried
Revealing vulnerability through breaking down and crying.
I'm coming up from the depths of hell
Expressing a desire for positive change, rising from a difficult situation.
And I've been drowning for so long I can barely breathe
Describing a prolonged struggle and difficulty in coping.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Repetition for emphasis or emotional expression.
And I've been trying to turn my life around
Attempting a turnaround in life but feeling futile.
But realized it's one big waste of time
Realizing the perceived insignificance of efforts.
And I've been trying to not wind up dead
Expressing a fear of a negative outcome or death.
But know it's all messed up in my head
Acknowledging mental confusion and disorder.
And this is hard I won't even lie
Reiterating the difficulty of the situation.
Last night I broke down and cried
Revisiting emotional breakdown and vulnerability.
I'm coming up from the depths of hell
Reaffirming a determination to rise from hardship.
And I've been drowning for so long I can barely breathe
Reiterating the prolonged struggle and breathlessness.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Repetition for emphasis or emotional expression.
Anxiety is taking a hold of me
Acknowledging the impact of anxiety on personal well-being.
But you can't stop us no
Asserting resilience despite challenges.
No I won't let it stop me
Declaring determination to overcome obstacles.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Repetition for emphasis or emotional expression.
Remember the days that have long gone past
Recalling past moments characterized by love.
Surrounded by love that will never last
Acknowledging the transient nature of love.
And I am here trying to make a change
Expressing an active effort to bring about change.
What's left of me is not the same
Noting a significant transformation in the speaker.
I'm coming up from the depths of hell, Yeah
Reaffirming the determination to rise from hardship.
And I've been drowning for so long I can barely breathe
Reiterating the prolonged struggle and breathlessness.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Repetition for emphasis or emotional expression.
Anxiety is taking a hold of me
Acknowledging the continued impact of anxiety.
But you can't stop us, no
Asserting resilience and determination to persist.
No, I won't let it stop me
Repetition for emphasis or emotional expression.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Concluding with a reaffirmation of resilience and determination.
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