Lyrics
Head aching, I can barely look around me
Experiencing a headache, finding it challenging to observe surroundings.
Hands shaking, I can't get them to stop
Hands are trembling, unable to control the shaking.
The party's over but this house is in bedlam
Despite the party ending, the house is chaotic and disorderly.
And through the ruin is the only way out
Amidst the destruction, the only viable path forward is through the ruin.
There's only one way out of this
There's only one solution or escape route from the current situation.
Look at yourself, look at yourself
Reflect on oneself, perhaps introspection is needed.
And I don't want to stay
Expressing a desire not to remain in the current state or situation.
When it all ends
Anticipating the conclusion of everything.
I hold a pistol in the mirror
Confronting oneself with a gun in the mirror, suggesting internal conflict.
Lexapro, oh you can't get me now
Mention of Lexapro, a medication, indicating a struggle with mental health.
I don't think I can make this clearer
Asserting difficulty in making the situation clearer to others.
So don't you ask me what I'm talking about
Requesting not to inquire about the subject matter, perhaps due to its sensitive nature.
There's only one way out of this
Reiteration of the existence of only one way out.
Look at yourself, look at yourself
Encouragement to self-reflect and examine one's own actions or state.
And I don't want to stay
Reiteration of the desire not to endure the current state.
When it all ends
Anticipation of the conclusion of everything.
I know it's no fucking good for me, baby
Acknowledging that a certain situation is harmful or detrimental.
Burn this place down, leave it all behind me
Suggesting a drastic solution to burn down the place and leave everything behind.
I know you're no fucking good for me, baby
Acknowledging that a specific person is not beneficial or healthy.
But sometimes it's just in my mind
Admitting that sometimes the negative influence is a product of one's own thoughts.
There's only one way out of this
Reiteration of the existence of only one way out.
Look at yourself, look at yourself
Encouraging self-reflection, echoing a recurring theme in the lyrics.
And I don't want to stay
Reiteration of the desire not to endure the current state.
When it all ends
Anticipation of the conclusion of everything.
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