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I hear my heartbeat and embrace the disarray
I sense my heartbeat and accept the disorder
Eyes on the drywall as it exceeds what I can take
Focusing on the drywall, facing more than I can endure
Disillusion, have I failed myself again?
Feeling a sense of disappointment, questioning if I've let myself down once more
And the cycle never ends
Caught in a repetitive cycle that never concludes
And I wither and decay
Experiencing decline and deterioration
Can you see the burning out?
Are you able to perceive the burnout?
Can you hear the absent sounds?
Can you detect the absence of sounds?
'Cause it's all over now
Because it's all finished now
Help me focus
Pleading for assistance in concentration
So many ways to uncover
Numerous ways to reveal truths
(I can feel my control is withdrawing, in better times when I find this appalling)
Sensing a loss of control, reminiscing about when I found this disturbing in better times
Watch me reclaim and recover
Observing my efforts to recover and reclaim
I'll Languish in disharmony that I composed myself
Choosing to endure disharmony that I created
One more step feels way too far for me and I can tell
One more step seems excessively challenging for me, and I can sense it
Can't take the easy out
Rejecting the easy way out
Were it the other way around I know that I'd anchor you to me
If roles were reversed, I would anchor you to me
Embracing phantom memories
Embracing memories that are intangible and elusive
So many ways to uncover
Various methods to uncover truths
(I can feel my control is withdrawing in better times when I find this appalling)
Feeling a loss of control, reflecting on when I found this disturbing in better times
Watch me reclaim and recover
Observing my efforts to recover and reclaim once more
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