No Relief In Waking
Awakening Redemption: A Soul's Struggle Against Hatred and Vice
Lyrics
Repressed the sickness in my head
Feeling suppressed by mental illness or inner turmoil
Awoke to find a different man
Realized a significant change in oneself upon waking
The spitting image of hate
Resembling intense anger or hostility
A single soul to bear humanity's collective shame
Feeling burdened with the weight of humanity's faults
Better hated than ignored
Prefer being disliked over being disregarded or unnoticed
Found that I'm complacent now
Content with the current state, possibly despite negative aspects
Walked a thousand miles, put the past behind me
Moved far from past experiences, seeking a fresh start
I've let my vices take me
Allowed personal weaknesses or addictions to control
Can't recognize myself
Feeling disconnected from one's own identity
Uncomfortable, growth's showing
Experiencing discomfort due to personal development or change
I want to breathe the air that you breathe
Desire for closeness or connection with another person
Long to feel peace, to feel at ease
Seeking inner tranquility and comfort
Better loved than hated
Preference for being loved rather than disliked
Better hated than ignored
Similar to line 5, preferring hate over being ignored
Found that I'm complacent now
Contentment despite recognizing complacency
Walked a thousand miles, put the past behind me
Reiteration of moving on from the past
I've let my vices take me
Continued struggle with personal weaknesses or vices
Can't recognize myself
Feeling disconnected from one's true self
Uncomfortable, growth's showing
Uncomfortable due to personal growth or change
I'd repent, if all my sins are wiped clean
Expressing willingness to repent and seek forgiveness
And I'm made to be holy again
Desiring spiritual purification or renewal
Words I swore I'd take to my grave
Regretting past promises or commitments
Now spewing from my mouth, dying to be saved
Confession of previously hidden truths, seeking salvation
I'm dying to be saved
Intense desire for redemption or rescue
From misery
Wishing to be freed from extreme unhappiness
From suffering
Desire to escape from pain and hardship
If you give me back my life
Willingness to make sacrifices for a second chance at life
I'll do whatever it takes
Commitment to doing anything necessary for redemption
Even if I have to sell my soul for Heaven's Sake
Even if it means sacrificing one's moral values or integrity
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