Lyrics
I've gotta double down.
I am determined to intensify my efforts.
Even if I can't be proud.
Even if I cannot feel a sense of pride.
At least I'm gonna try.
I will make an attempt.
Even if I don't know why I'm alive, in here.
Even though I lack understanding about the purpose of my existence in this context.
I've been so insincere yeah, disappeared.
I have been emotionally detached or not genuine, and I've vanished or withdrawn.
I've been so insincere yeah, so insincere yeah.
Reiterating a feeling of being insincere or disingenuous.
I want someone to blame, cause I'm never gonna be the same.
I desire to attribute responsibility to someone else because I will never return to my previous state.
I'll suffocate in shame, but we're only going down in flames.
I will feel stifled by embarrassment, but our situation is inevitably deteriorating.
I'm alive, in here.
I exist in this circumstance.
I've been so insincere yeah, disappeared.
Similar to line 5, expressing a sense of insincerity and disappearance.
I've been so insincere yeah, so insincere yeah.
Reiterating the feeling of being insincere.
So insincere yeah, so insincere yeah.
Reiteration of insincerity.
Sunshine burns above you, hate myself to love you.
The brightness above you causes internal turmoil, leading to self-hatred while harboring affection for you.
Hate myself to love you, yeah.
Reaffirmation of self-hatred in the context of loving you.
I've gotta double down, even I can't be proud.
Repetition of determination despite lacking pride.
At least I'm gonna try, even if I don't know why I'm alive, in here.
Reiteration of attempting to understand existence despite the lack of clarity.
I've been so insincere yeah, disappeared.
Similar to lines 5 and 11, indicating insincerity and disappearance.
I've been so insincere yeah, so insincere yeah.
Reiteration of feeling insincere.
So insincere yeah, so insincere yeah.
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