Rotting
Eternal Decay: Sushi Soucy's Haunting Reflection on Life's Acceleration
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I can feel it coursing through my veins
The sensation or feeling is moving intensely within my blood vessels.
Burning through me
The feeling is intense and consuming inside me.
With nothing to dilute my pain
There's nothing to lessen or diminish the pain I'm experiencing.
I can feel it spreading, God, it's spreading
The feeling or condition is expanding and growing, causing distress.
And my heart is hinder beating
Despite the condition, my heart continues to beat, though possibly irregularly.
Slow my breathing
I need to slow down my breathing to manage the situation.
Regulate my atmosphere
I want to control my surroundings or environment.
Isolation
Feeling alone and disconnected from others.
I hate to be abandoned here
I dislike being left alone or deserted in this state.
I can feel it spreading, God, it's spreading
The feeling or condition continues to spread and worsen.
And I feel my center bleeding
I sense intense emotional pain and vulnerability at my core.
I am without a doubt
I am unquestionably experiencing decay or decline from within.
Rotting from the inside out
My inner self is decaying or decomposing.
Vision blurring, diction slurring
Experiencing blurred vision and unclear speech.
Organ stirring, just enduring
My bodily organs are reacting but enduring the situation.
As I look to reflect on my past
Reflecting on my past life.
I am afraid I have lived life too fast
Fearful that I've lived my life too hastily or recklessly.
As I look to this gloomy forecast
Feeling apprehensive about a pessimistic future.
Was my life worth something
Questioning the value or significance of my life.
I avoided the breaks at all costs
I avoided stopping or slowing down despite potential consequences.
Never noticed that I might be lost
Realizing that I may have been unaware of being lost or directionless.
Too afraid of my peers and too exhausted to be outstanding
Too afraid of judgment from others and too exhausted to stand out.
My grotesqueness is breathtaking
My ugliness or deterioration is astonishing or striking.
I said leave me, I was begging
I pleaded to be left alone or abandoned.
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