Lyrics
You can paint my pain on a canvas
You have the ability to express my pain through art on a canvas.
She wash her hands
She cleans her hands.
To get my blood off her fingers
To remove my blood from her fingers.
Left her knife inside me
Left her knife inside me, indicating emotional wounds.
I'm gon manage
I will handle the situation.
I'm the fire
I am the intense emotion or passion in this situation.
That the neighbors gon remember
I am the memorable and impactful force, like fire, to the neighbors.
I cement the walls
I solidify the emotional barriers that I constructed.
That I built
The walls that I built emotionally.
She ignores the fog
She ignores the confusion and emotional distance.
And the chill
Despite the coldness in the relationship.
It's freezing baby
The emotional atmosphere is icy.
When she cut me off
When she ended our connection.
How I feel
Expressing the emotional pain of the separation.
Screaming any doctors in here
Calling for help, seeking emotional healing.
For real
Emphasizing the urgency and sincerity of the call for help.
This prolly my fault
Acknowledging responsibility for the situation.
Don't care if she caught
Indifferent to the consequences if she is hurt.
Emotions get tossed
Emotions are discarded or dismissed.
You won't hear from me
I won't communicate or share my feelings.
I don't like to talk
I am not inclined to talk about it.
Far from where I used to be
I have distanced myself from my past self.
I've seen the ER
I've experienced the emergency room, possibly symbolizing emotional trauma.
Walk past her on the street
Observing her from a distance, detached.
Reflection of then though
Reflecting on the past.
I'm puffing on Indo
Engaging in substance use (Indo) to cope.
I bleed through the Pencil
Expressing emotions through creative means, like writing.
I bled through my shirt too
Physically affected, bleeding through the emotional expression.
I knew she would stab me
Aware that she will emotionally harm me.
But I could never hurt you
Despite the potential harm, I couldn't bring myself to hurt her emotionally.
Until
Until...
She could paint her pain on a canvas
Now she has the ability to express her pain through art.
I was my hands
I clean my hands.
To get her blood off my fingers
To remove her blood from my fingers.
Left my knife inside her
I left my emotional scars inside her.
She gon manage
She will handle the situation.
She the fire
She is the intense emotion or passion in this situation.
That the neighbors gon remember
She is the memorable and impactful force, like fire, to the neighbors.
She cement the walls
She solidifies the emotional barriers that she constructed.
That she built
The walls that she built emotionally.
I ignore the fog
I ignore the confusion and emotional distance.
And the chill
Despite the coldness in the relationship.
It's freezing baby
The emotional atmosphere is icy.
When I cut her off
When I ended our connection.
How it feel
Expressing how it feels emotionally.
Screaming any doctors in here
Calling for help, seeking emotional healing (similar to line 15).
For real
Emphasizing the urgency and sincerity of the call for help (similar to line 16).
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