Lyrics
I tell myself something not adding up
I am questioning something in my mind that doesn't make sense.
no facts to back it up
There are no supporting facts or evidence for what I'm questioning.
i blame you for it
I attribute this uncertainty or doubt to you.
see what had happened was
I am about to explain what happened.
and this is the actual
This is the real situation or truth.
it’s more to the story
There is more to the story than what has been revealed.
could you be lying to me to?
I am questioning if you might be lying to me as well.
Is that the guilt inside of me coming after you?
Is the guilt I feel directed at you?
what if you found it wasn’t only you
Consider the possibility that it wasn't just your fault.
what if i’m too honest and i ruin you
I wonder if my honesty could harm or destroy you.
Yeah
Expression of agreement or affirmation.
She’s hiding something
She is keeping something hidden from me.
Things i think of
Thoughts that I have but never vocalize.
are things that i did a but never speak of
My silence has led to a selfish and unfair situation.
It’s got me nowhere Selfish and unfair
Admitting that my approach has not benefited me.
Girl the truth is
Expressing a desire for the truth.
Either way i play i might lose
Regardless of how I approach things, there's a risk of losing.
crazy for tryna to justify
Acknowledging my irrational attempt to justify actions.
The problem why i can’t trust you
The root of my trust issues with you is a problem.
I’ve lied to you too many times
I have been dishonest with you multiple times.
Baby just in case
Preparing for the possibility that I'm not solely to blame.
I may not be the only one to blame for the reasons why i can’t trust you
Empty line for separation.
It’s time I get this shit off my chest
My life situation doesn't allow me to live with regrets.
the way my life set up can’t live with regrets
Engaging in risky behavior without diminishing my love for you.
playin with fire but i don’t love you no less
Acknowledging the challenges of being in a relationship with me.
I know its hard to be with a nigga like me lol
Humorous acknowledgment of my unique qualities.
i ain’t your ordinary i ain’t your usual
Expressing the desire to see beyond the surface.
but is there more to you i can’t see
I don't want to be alone, and there might be more to you than I realize.
refuse to be lonely
Refusing to accept loneliness.
She’s hiding something
Reiteration that she is concealing something.
Things i think of
Repeating thoughts that I keep to myself.
are things that i did a but never speak of
Acknowledging that my silence has led to a non-beneficial situation.
It’s got me nowhere
Expressing the selfish and unfair nature of the truth.
Selfish and unfair Girl the truth is
Reiterating the desire for the truth.
Either way i play i might lose
Regardless of my approach, there is a risk of losing.
crazy for tryna to justify
Acknowledging the irrationality of trying to justify actions.
The problem why i can’t trust you
The root of my trust issues with you is a problem.
I’ve lied to you too many times
I have been dishonest with you multiple times.
Baby just in case
Preparing for the possibility that I'm not solely to blame.
I may not be the only one to blame
Empty line for separation.
for the reasons why i can’t trust you
Acknowledging that there may be others to blame for my trust issues.
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