Lyrics
Water in my eyes.
Feeling emotional, tears in my eyes.
Something strange in your mind.
Sensing something unusual in your thoughts.
I feel the need to make you understand it.
Expressing the desire to help you comprehend.
I donʼt want you to know my true feelings.
Preferring to keep my true emotions hidden from you.
I donʼt wanna press you for now at least.
Not wanting to pressure you, at least for now.
You never know this “complex” and
Referring to an unseen "complex" aspect.
You never place your eyes on me.
Noticing that you never pay attention to me.
All the things that I thought very late at night, playing over in my mind.
Reflecting on thoughts late at night, replaying in my mind.
I donʼt like it. Itʼs never ever the highlight of my life. I need to move by myself.
Disliking a situation that is not the highlight of my life, feeling the need to move on independently.
Itʼs like in a maze with no exit eh
Comparing life to a maze with no clear exit.
No one can deny my chosen path eh
Asserting that no one can deny the chosen path.
I know that Itʼs been raining on and off all day till I die.
Acknowledging persistent challenges, rain as a metaphor.
(You never listen to me.)
Expressing frustration at not being listened to.
Holding up the colors of my mind whatever anyone may say, “It has no color”.
Asserting individuality despite opinions, saying it has no defined color.
Holding nothing back from you.
Being transparent and honest with you.
Show up the black of me.
Revealing the darker aspects of my personality.
Show up the black of me.
Repeating the revelation of the darker aspects.
Feeling down because of fear.
Feeling down due to fear.
Donʼt need to try my best in order to surpass that. Holding nothing back from you.
Confident that I don't need to exert my best to overcome it, being open with you.
I hope itʼs not at all fate. Not at all. Not at all.
Expressing hope that fate is not predetermined.
I donʼt wanna stay like this. I will not be OK like this. That is not good as is. Can I leave this like this? Iʼm looking for the middle ground.
Rejecting the current state, seeking a middle ground.
But I have not found it yet.
Admitting the struggle to find the middle ground.
But I donʼt wanna stay like this, donʼt wanna stay like this. Wishing for the strong feeling. That never deny me.
Expressing dissatisfaction with the current state, desiring strong feelings that won't be denied.
Wishing for the heart to forgive. That never ignore me. Iʼm looking for the middle ground.
Wishing for a forgiving heart, seeking a middle ground.
Then I can place my eyes on me.
Anticipating the ability to focus on myself.
I donʼt wanna stay like this, donʼt wanna stay like this.
Reiterating the desire to change the current state.
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