Lyrics
I know that it's dreary outside
I acknowledge that the weather is gloomy outside.
cnd you're wary inside
You feel cautious or hesitant internally.
Got no one to confide in
There is no one you trust enough to share your feelings with.
So secrets stay hiding in
Your secrets remain hidden within you.
The recesses of your mind again
Your thoughts are deep and concealed within your mind again.
Tragic love my corpse bride
A tragic love situation is compared to a corpse bride.
Yeah she leaves me tongue tied
The mentioned person (corpse bride) leaves the speaker speechless.
She don't want reminders leave the past behind her
The person doesn't want reminders and aims to move on from the past.
Jeans low rider all her things designer
Describes the person's physical appearance and fashion sense.
Yo girls fine but mine is finer
The speaker finds their girl exceptionally attractive.
Kind to make you wanna wine dine and 69 her
The attractiveness of the person is emphasized.
Old school love play records take her out to diners
Expresses a nostalgic approach to love, including traditional elements.
Split a sundae at the soda fountain while we money countin'
Describes a sweet moment of sharing a sundae while handling finances.
Into gunplay coolin' south end, my honey astounding
References involvement in dangerous activities in a specific location.
Sinning on Sunday angels fall to stay grounded
Reflects on engaging in sinful behavior on Sundays and its consequences.
I've been better, I've been worse,
The speaker has experienced both good and bad times.
I've been arrested with 20 xanz in my purse
Shares a past incident of being arrested with a specific quantity of Xanax.
I'm not just generally happy
The speaker does not experience general happiness.
If I'm generally anything I'm generally miserable
If the speaker feels anything, it is generally misery.
Who're you to me? You're who you choose to be
Questions the identity and significance of the addressed person.
Usually using me to live youthfully I'm your chess piece
The person tends to use the speaker as a pawn for their youthful living.
You're dead to me genuinely may you rest in peace
The speaker declares emotional detachment and wishes peace in memory.
In my memories not so heavenly you always vex me
The memories of the person are not portrayed as heavenly; they cause vexation.
You're so stubborn now my eyes burn from smoking til it's my turn to maybe get a word in
The person's stubbornness affects the speaker deeply, leading to burning eyes.
I know that you're hurting
The speaker acknowledges the pain the person is going through.
But that's not your purpose
Encourages the person to recognize their purpose beyond the pain.
Tell me is it worth it?
Ponders if using the speaker as a source of relief is worthwhile.
To use me as a your tourniquet
Presents the speaker as a metaphorical tourniquet for the person's emotional wounds.
Or should you turn and quit or stay and burn a bit
Questions whether the person should persist or end the relationship.
Hear the record skip
References a disruption in the routine, symbolized by a skipping record.
I'm such a masochist
The speaker admits to enjoying pain or suffering, labeling themselves a masochist.
I'm such a masochist
Reiterates the speaker's acknowledgment of being a masochist.
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