Nightmare
Journey Through Mental Chaos: Nightmare by Taylor Janzen Unveiled
Lyrics
I had a panic attack on the plane
I experienced a panic attack while on an airplane
I was thousands of miles away
I was far away, thousands of miles from a familiar place
I held my head like it might explode
I held my head, feeling like it might explode from anxiety
I heard you say it's alright like you could know
I heard reassurance from someone, saying it's alright, though they couldn't truly understand
My brain split in two halves
My mind felt divided, struggling with conflicting thoughts
How could one have the other's back?
Questioning the loyalty and support between different aspects of myself
Now the fear burns holes in my thoughts
Fear is leaving lasting impacts on my thoughts
My attention deficit chaos
Dealing with chaos caused by attention deficit
oh my god it's my head
An exclamation about the overwhelming nature of thoughts in the singer's head
Every time I go to bed
Anxiety persists every time the singer goes to bed
It's in my sleep, it holds my breath
Anxiety intrudes into the singer's sleep, affecting their ability to breathe
When the morning comes I'll soon forget
Anticipation of forgetting the anxiety when morning comes
It's a nightmare
Describing the overwhelming experience as a nightmare
I'm a nightmare
The singer sees themselves as a living nightmare
In my dreams you're pulling me
In dreams, there is a feeling of being pulled away
And in the moment when I leave
A moment of departure from a significant person
You cry you beg and then you plead
Emotional reaction of crying, begging, and pleading from the other person
I try to come back but now I can't breathe
Despite the desire to return, the singer feels unable to breathe in the situation
oh my god it's my head
Repetition of the overwhelming nature of thoughts in the singer's head
Every time I go to bed
Reiteration of anxiety persisting when going to bed
It's in my sleep, it holds my breath
Anxiety affecting the singer's ability to breathe during sleep
When the morning comes I'll soon forget
Expectation of forgetting the anxiety in the morning
It's a nightmare
Reiteration of the overwhelming experience as a nightmare
I'm a nightmare
The singer sees themselves as a perpetual nightmare
Fear and intuition now
Reference to the struggle between fear and intuition
I can't tell the difference
The difficulty in distinguishing between fear and intuition
How many times can I reach out
Questioning how many times the singer can seek help before being ignored
Before you just let me drown?
The fear of being left to struggle alone without support
But there's things I'm bound to carry
Carrying burdens and responsibilities that are inevitable
And I am always running
A constant state of running, avoiding issues
It always catches up with me
The inevitability of problems catching up with the singer
It always catches, always catches
The inescapable nature of problems always catching up
oh my god it's my head
Repetition of the overwhelming nature of thoughts in the singer's head
Every time I go to bed
Reiteration of anxiety persisting when going to bed
It's in my sleep, it holds my breath
Anxiety affecting the singer's ability to breathe during sleep
When the morning comes I'll soon forget
Expectation of forgetting the anxiety in the morning
It's a nightmare
Reiteration of the overwhelming experience as a nightmare
I'm a nightmare
The singer sees themselves as a perpetual nightmare
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