Lyrics
I’m just a slave to my anxiety
I feel controlled by my anxiety.
Fucked up like the rest of society
I'm messed up, just like everyone else in society.
Pranging coz I can’t even myself
I'm paranoid because I can't understand myself.
Maybe I can fix it if I get some help
I believe I can improve if I seek assistance.
I’ve taken the prescription medicines
I've used prescription medications.
I’ve taken all the things I shouldn’t have been
I've taken substances I shouldn't have.
Drowning myself just to numb the pain
I'm drowning myself in substances to numb the pain.
But when I wake up it’s back again and again
The relief is temporary; the pain returns when I wake up.
I’m getting tired of this sad shit wish that I was braver but instead I’m on some mad shit.
I'm weary of feeling sad, wishing I were braver but currently feeling angry.
Convincing myself that I’m not gunna die
I'm convincing myself that I won't die.
Convincing myself every word ain’t a lie
I'm trying to convince myself that every word isn't a lie.
Can you tell me if you feel the same
Asking if the listener shares similar feelings.
You told me not to take the blame (yeah)
The listener advised not to take the blame.
I'm just an angel will some broken wings
Describing oneself as an angel with broken wings.
And if I learn to try I’ll fly again
Expressing hope that, if trying, one can overcome and fly again.
I’m just a slave to my anxiety
Reiteration of feeling enslaved by anxiety.
Fucked up like the rest of society
Feeling messed up like others in society.
Pranging coz I can’t even myself
Feeling paranoid due to self-uncertainty.
Maybe I can fix it if I get some help
Hope for improvement with external assistance.
Help, help, me
Seeking help urgently.
Help, help, help, please.
Repeated plea for help.
My Anxiety
Reiterating that the struggle is with anxiety.
Trying to try
Attempting to make an effort.
But I’m losing all my purpose
Feeling a loss of purpose despite efforts.
I don’t know why
Expressing confusion about why this is happening.
Got me feeling so damn worthless
Feeling worthless despite efforts.
All the things I’ve done
Acknowledging past mistakes.
Well I guess that I deserve this
Accepting the consequences as deserved.
I’ve been far from perfect
Acknowledging imperfection.
Can you tell me if you feel the same
Repeating the question about shared feelings.
You told me not to take the blame (yeah)
Reiterating advice not to take blame.
I'm just an angel will some broken wings
Describing oneself as an angel with broken wings again.
I’m just a slave to my anxiety
Reemphasizing being enslaved by anxiety.
Fucked up like the rest of society
Reiterating feeling messed up like others in society.
Pranging coz I can’t even myself
Repeating the sense of paranoia due to self-uncertainty.
Maybe I can fix it if I get some help
Hope for improvement with external assistance once more.
But I can’t listen to a word you say
Resistance to listening to advice.
I know the rules, I know the play
Awareness of the rules and the game but making the same moves.
So when I make a move it’s all the same
Anticipating that actions will lead to the same results.
And I’ll just learn to love a losing game
Acceptance of engaging in a losing game and learning to love it.
I’m just a slave to my anxiety
Reiteration of feeling enslaved by anxiety.
Fucked up like the rest of society
Feeling messed up like others in society once again.
Pranging coz I can’t even myself
Repeating the sense of paranoia due to self-uncertainty.
Maybe I can fix it if I get some help
Hope for improvement with external assistance again.
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