Lyrics
Y-yuh, yuh, yuh
Expression of agreement or acknowledgment.
Might just, see your face at the end of my life
Contemplation of seeing someone's face as life nears its end.
Cause your silhouette haunt me in the dead of the night, yeah
The memory or image of the person lingers, especially during the night.
I told myself it's aight
A self-assurance that things are okay despite the haunting thoughts.
(It's about 11:11, and i'm lost, cold and windy, you feel me?) I'll just
Reflection on the time (11:11) and feeling lost, cold, and alone.
I'll ground myself for what it's worth
A commitment to stay grounded despite difficulties.
You can chill here till the sun
Inviting the person to stay until morning.
Please don't spite me just for fun, oh no
Requesting not to be treated poorly or with malice.
Tweaking and I need some reassurance
Seeking validation or support due to feeling uncertain.
Alone in a room full of people I knew in a past life
Feeling isolated among familiar faces from a previous life.
Half stepping out that front door
Leaving hesitantly or reluctantly from a place or situation.
Spend my nights wavy, walk outside so I can front more
Trying to appear more confident externally despite inner turmoil.
Unsure of what I found, fuck around
Feeling uncertain about recent experiences.
I'm once more bloodied in the backseat, like this is what I done it for
Feeling emotionally hurt again, likened to being wounded.
Love letters on my waiting screen
Receiving messages or indications of affection or longing.
Staring at the ceiling, fuck it, I ain't got a place to be
Feeling aimless or without a specific destination.
Rainy day money, spin a vinyl till my mood drop
Using music to cope with emotional lows.
VHS tapes with your faces in my shoebox
Keeping memories of the person through nostalgic items.
Buying posters just so I can hide the paint chips
Buying things to cover up or mask imperfections or memories.
Scribbles on my pages and my studio is makeshift
Having incomplete or temporary creative spaces.
Days all hazy, tryna grip up on my waist and that
Days feel unclear or muddled while trying to hold on to something.
Two door question always tryna test my patience
Struggling with a persistent, challenging dilemma.
Don't text me back, don't save shit
Requesting not to be contacted or saved in messages.
Tryna have my dreams, but that attitude on gun smoke
Aspiring for dreams despite encountering negativity.
Two left feet, hands tied and you cutthroat
Feeling restricted and betrayed by someone close.
Shit, you know it's all love though, I never give enough
Recognizing love despite feeling inadequate in expressing it.
I'll ground myself for what it's worth
A repetition emphasizing staying grounded despite challenges.
You can chill here till the sun
Repeating the invitation to stay until morning.
Please don't spite me just for fun, oh no
A repeated plea not to hurt or mistreat out of amusement.
Tweaking and I need some reassurance
Seeking assurance or validation again due to feeling uncertain.
Alone in a room full of people I knew in a past life
Feeling isolated among people from a past life.
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