Self Medicine
Finding Redemption: The Quest for Self-Healing in 'Self Medicine'
Lyrics
Why can't I trade my self
Feeling unable to exchange oneself for a past error or regret.
For this mistake
Expressing a desire to rectify a mistake made.
What am I doing here
Questioning one's purpose or existence.
Why am I lead here
Reflecting on the journey that led to the current state.
Where did I became so damn wrong
Noticing a deviation from the right path, feeling lost.
When did I lose my self
Identifying a moment of losing one's true self.
When did I lost the way
Questioning when and how the way was lost.
Self fighting for my own damn life
Struggling internally for personal survival.
Hiding in my
Seeking refuge or concealment within oneself.
Plane sight
Being hidden in plain sight, possibly unnoticed.
So I fly away
Expressing a desire to escape from current circumstances.
But I've got no wings
Acknowledging a lack of means to escape.
So I try to escape
Attempting to break free from the harsh reality.
From this reality
Desiring to distance oneself from the current situation.
Falling from my place
Falling from a position or status.
Losing again
Experiencing repeated losses or failures.
Hunting for my own self Medicine
Searching for a remedy or solution within oneself.
I ve been Hiding in me all my problem
Acknowledging the tendency to internalize problems.
Never thought that I would surrender
Surprised by the act of giving in or yielding.
To all the weight of sinking my problems
Yielding to the overwhelming weight of personal issues.
To my issues of managing assignments
Struggling with the management of responsibilities.
Keep it up as fall apart
Trying to keep composure despite falling apart.
Never thought that was enough
Realizing that previous efforts may not have been sufficient.
Hear my scream in my sleep
Expressing inner turmoil through screams during sleep.
It's be or bleed in my dreams
Confronting a choice between perseverance or suffering.
Help me to find my way
Seeking assistance in finding the right path.
So I fly away
Reiterating the desire to escape, despite lacking the means.
But I've got no wings
Emphasizing the inability to fly away due to the lack of wings.
So I try to escape
Continuing efforts to break free from personal misery.
From my misery
Facing a descent into a state of despair.
Falling to my grave
Experiencing a metaphorical fall into a challenging situation.
Lost in again
Getting lost again, possibly in a cycle of challenges.
Hunting for my own self Medicine
Persisting in the search for a personal remedy or solution.
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