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I don't know what to do
I am uncertain about what actions to take.
I have decided it's beyond my comprehension
I've concluded that the situation is beyond my understanding.
I should just stay in bed
It's better for me to stay in bed.
Stay safe, all locked away- now that's nothing to mention
Choosing safety, staying isolated, but it's not worth mentioning.
I don't want to go out
I don't want to go outside.
& I don't want to stay in
Neither do I want to stay indoors.
Oh, for today
Expressing a feeling or thought for today.
If I would've known I would be wasting all my life away
If I had known, I would be wasting my entire life, I might have acted differently.
I wouldn't have lived so nervously
I regret living nervously.
If I would've known I'd never make it I'd change everything
If I knew I'd never succeed, I would change everything.
Everything
Emphasizing the extent of change desired.
Oh there's still a way
There might still be a solution or path.
Nothing left to forget
There's nothing left to forget.
I don't know what time it is
Uncertain about the time.
It's just a matter of when
Timing is just a matter of when.
Automatic sends
Automatic responses are in play.
But the buzzing left quick
A buzzing feeling subsided quickly.
Told not to let it in
Advised not to let it in but still trying.
But I still try, gonna try it again
Despite challenges, attempting again.
I try not to think about it
Avoiding thoughts about it.
Cause I don't want to know how
Prefer not to know how others will turn out.
Everyone is gonna turn out
Concern about the future actions of everyone.
But oh, for today
Expressing a feeling or thought for today.
If I would've known I would be wasting all my life away
If I had known, I would be wasting my entire life, I might have acted differently.
I wouldn't have lived so nervously
I regret living nervously.
If I would've known I'd never make it I'd change everything
If I knew I'd never succeed, I would change everything.
Everything
Emphasizing the extent of change desired.
Oh there's still a way
There might still be a solution or path.
Oh there's still a way
-Because we're wasting away
We are wasting away, possibly in a metaphorical sense.
& I'm trying not to see the light
Attempting not to acknowledge the truth or reality.
I find it keeps me up at night
The truth is keeping the person awake at night.
Oh, if I would've known
If I had known earlier.
That I'd be with you
Expressing regret about being with someone.
On this adventure
Embarking on an adventure with someone.
To ever after
A journey towards a happily-ever-after scenario.
When we should be fixing ourselves
Suggesting that personal improvement should take precedence.
If I would've known I would be wasting all my life away
If I had known, I would be wasting my entire life, I might have acted differently.
I wouldn't have lived so nervously
I regret living nervously.
If I would've known I'd never make it I'd change everything
If I knew I'd never succeed, I would change everything.
Everything
Emphasizing the extent of change desired.
Oh there's still a way
There might still be a solution or path.
Oh there's still a way
-Because we're wasting away
We are wasting away, possibly in a metaphorical sense.
& I'm trying not to see the light
Attempting not to acknowledge the truth or reality.
I find it keeps me up at night
The truth is keeping the person awake at night.
Oh, if I would've known
If I had known earlier.
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